Jamie's POV
"I like that kind of music, at this hour on days like this!" I admitted out of breath while looking in his eyes. A smile appeared on his face and he came over to me.
"You don't seem like you are in a bad mood!" he says sweetly.
"Who said that I'm?" I ask. But I already knew who told him.
"Steven. He also told me you asked him how I am!" He told me and smirked.
"Don't form something out of it Nick" I took the Handwraps off of me and put them in my bag. When I look back at him he's grinning like a fool "Stop it" I try to hide my amusement but fail.
"I'm sure you don't want that" he didn't stop that grinning shit. I rolled my eyes at him and went to get change. When I return he still hasn't stopped grinning or he has and just started again to annoy me.
"So?" he paused. "Are you gonna tell me why you have such a bad mood?"
I took my bag and walked up to him, ruffled his hair and made my way trough the door.
"I guess that's a no?" he called after me. He catched up with me and we walked in silence to my car. I put my stuff in the trunk and looked back at Nick. "Could you talk to me please?" he asked.
I leaned against the trunk and admired the floor. I went to the boxing studio to forget about everything. And sure as hell it worked. But than Nick had to bring back all the memories from earlier. Thank you.
"Look if you don't want to talk about it today than maybe tomorrow. Let me pick you up from school and I promise we will do something funny!" he suggested with a shy smile on his lips.
Because I liked the idea I said yes. I told him where the school is and which time I finish. You could tell he was happy that I took his offer. There was nothing wrong with meeting him, right?
After that I left and drove home. My phone vibrated a few times in my pocket but I ignored it.
When I'm home the apartment is completely quit. Guess Dad and Sam went to bed. Good. Not more people that ask stupid questions.A Bath. That's what I need right now.
I go to my room, very careful not to wake my Dad and Sam, put down my bag, throw my trainings cloths in the laundry basket , take my iPod and go to the bathroom, again very carefully.
Running myself an good old nice warm bubble bath. I stripped down and searched for my lavender Bath Lotion. Sam used to steal it and take advantage of it. But since I told him that it's actually for girls, he didn't touched it anymore. When I climb in the bathtub I automatically relax. I take my earphones and start listen to Imagine by John Lennon.
As my fingertips where starting to get shriveled I get out of the tube and wrap a towel around me. I clean the bathroom because it always looks like a mess after I took bath. When I tied my hair into a bun I walk back to my room, putting on a old big shirt that I received from an friend a few years ago.
Laying down on my bed I take my phone and check who texted. I wasn't surprised to see 16 new messages and 7 missed calls. All the missed calles where from Harry and nine messages where from Harry telling me how sorry he is that he didn't stayed and didn't texted earlier and how sorry he is and that I please shouln't be mad at him and bla bla bla.
He has now Idea how mad I'm. Five where from Jonathan telling me that what I did wasn't very nice and he needs to talk to me. But I don't want to talk to him right now to be honest. The last message is from Nick , asking me if I could wear something fancy tomorrow. I answer him that I will try my best.
Something fancy? Oh God. I'm sure it will be fun.
I finally drift of. Dreaming about being me again. The person who doesn't care much about who she is and or how she lived her life. Be myself again.
When I wake up it's morning and I have and horrible muscle ache. I get up , put my hair down and brush it. It's kinds wavy. I applier some make up and put on some more or less fancy cloths. I don't want to go as a barbie so I stay with my black skinny Jeans (External Link).
Putting on some accessories and my beanie, I go to the bath and brush my teeth. Fifteen mintus later I'm ready to leave. Sam and Dad were already waiting for me. I told that I'm meeting a friend today that's why I can't drive to school. So he drove us there.
At the school Sam and I walk together into the building."You look really fancy sis." Sam told me.
"Thank you" I gave him a warm smile. We said bye for now and I walked to my first class. Damn it.
Louis and Harry yet aren't there when I enter the room but I decide that I can't sit next to them all day. So I sit down next to Rosé. She looks at me like I'm a ghost. "Don't ask. Please!" I say to her.
"Louis is really upset." she says. I look at her. A small smile playing on her lips.
"I know. I didn't mean that. But you can take care of him now."
"I know that's the reason why you can sit next to me!" she told me. I smiled at her. Not a true smile , instead my fakest smile. The fake smile disappears when Harry, Louis, Jonathan, Liam, Niall and Zayn enter the room. They also look at me like I'm a ghost because I sit next to Rosè.
But I ignore them.
Every minute of the day I wait for the end of the day. The entire day I try to hide from Harry as much as possible. He would try to get my attention in class or to talk to my after the lessons. But I managed to escape him the whole day. When finally school is out I ran out of the school and to the parking lot.
There he is. Nick. In blue jeans and a black shirt. I smile at him. As I reached him he gave me a tight hug. "You seem to have a better mood today." he whispers in my ear.
"Not really. It's now better because someone is here who is very nice!" I say when I pull back. He shows of again this unbelievable big smile. Very nice.
"Jamie? Do you know this people who are staring at us?" Nick asked and I turned to see who he meant. Hell No. Louis, Harry, Jonathan and Rosè.
God help me.
