The Eyes I Never Saw. ~Phan Fiction.

Chapter 17~ Holding your hand.

Side note: holy shit I am so super sorry. Look I know I haven't updated or written in forever. I'm super sorry but look here have a chapter.

(So sorry)

((Forgive me))

Dan's POV:

He was all I could think about. Phil fucking Lester. With that adorkable smile and blue eyes... God, he was perfect. What was happening to me...

I was suppose to be a heartbreaker. Never staying with the one person. Never getting attached but, those blue eyes.. How can you not fall for them... I'm going insane and why did I send that text, Emmy is going to kill me, this isn't staying as friends, what if he pushes me away, what if he's scared I'll hurt him... What if I do....

These were all the thoughts rushing through my head as I walked to school the next morning. I was late. I'm always late, I tend to stay up until unreasonable hours and then remember I have to be up early. I wouldn't recommend doing that...

As I got to the school gates, I saw two shadows in the corner of my eye. One with familiar blonde hair, the other was too far hidden to make out. I gathered it was Emmy, and from the distance it looked like she was crying. Her outline was shaking and I kept seeing her hand wipe her face. I began to make my way over when the school bell rang. I then decided Emmy could handle herself and spirited to class. By the time I reached my desk, I had decided that was enough exercise for one year and got ready to dream about the blue eyed boy.

Unknown POV:

"Please...just don't hurt her..."
"If you do this job right, I won't. Don't let either of them fall for you. Understood."
"I'm not exactly trying, they're not really my type.."
"Don't get smart with me young lady. You're getting just as attached to them as they are to you. You should have just gotten rid of all your emotions when you had the chance."

I smacked her hard across the face.
"Now, get to work."

*timey wimey skippy thing*

Phil's POV:

It was lunch time and I was doing what I do best, hiding. I was sat under a tree with my hood up just reading. I was basically invisible. I was just there minding my own business, not really paying much attention to the crunching of leaves behind me, until Dan fucking Howell sits down beside me.
(Ayyy 420 words sorry)

"Phil Lester, I did not sign up for a game of hide and seek. If this is what being friends with you is all about, well then fuck count me out."

I couldn't help myself. I broke out into laughter. Dan smiled, counting this as another small victory against me. He learned back against the tree, meaning our shoulders were barely touching, and that was enough to give me shivers. Bastard, ugh, I wish he didn't have this power over me.

I continued to read as we sat in silence until Dan pulled out something neither of us could resist. Doritos. He opened the bag and placed it between us which I thought was a clear enough sign for me to take some. Everything was going fine until we reached into the bag at the same time and our hands touched.

Our eyes locked and very slowly, Dan and I removed our hands. Without even thinking, we laced our fingers together, and I leaned in closer to Dan. I couldn't help it, I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to feel those soft lips of his so much and-

"There you guys are, we were looking all over for you!" Chris called.

Dan and I jumped apart. I glanced down at my hand, still missing the feel of his fingers locked with mine.

*timey wimey jump*

The end of the day came, and I was still thinking about Dan. My phone buzzed which distracted me from my thoughts. I pulled it out and saw I had a new message from Dan. It read:

"I just want to be holding your hand..."

I remember my last thought before I saw the blood on the road was, I'm so fucked.

Authors Note:

Oh hi.. I didn't see you there. It's not like I've been living under a rock for like a year...

Now don't get too excited, I've blessed you with an update but as to whether you'll get another one in the next four months, that's hard to say..

I'm so so sooooo sorry. I'll try really hard to finish this because the reaction I've been getting from you guys is huge!!! I hope you like this chapter and keep supporting me and praying that I will have the motivation to finish this out.

Thanks for sticking with me this long and I know I don't reply but I read every one of the comments and it makes me so happy!

I love you all💕

Emgay out
I mean Emjay...
Ps sorry for the cliff hanger