You're my Angel

Chapter 12

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Alec and Simon stopped at a shop as they needed more supplies. Alec was anxious about leaving Simon in the car but Simon assured him he would be fine and he knew that Simon would want some time alone to think about everything that happened with Jace, so Alec gave in and went to the shop alone. Alec was about to go into the shop when he was suddenly grabbed from behind and pushed into a wall. Alec's eyes widened in fear when he saw that it was Jonathan, Jonathan grabbed Alec's wrists tightly and pulled him close.

"I found you", Jonathan said in a sing song voice.

Alec immediately struggled but Jonathan wouldn't let him go, "Please don't do this", Alec said tearfully.

Jonathan leaned in to rest his forehead against Alec's, "I have to, we have a wedding to get to remember?"

Alec couldn't believe he and Simon had been so close to getting away only to be caught. The thought of Simon made his fear increase, "What have you done with Simon?"

"Oh don't worry he's in safe hands", Jonathan said with a terrible grin as he dragged Alec to his car where Miles was lying on top of Simon, he was kissing him and roaming his hands all over him again not caring that Simon was trying to fight him off. Meliorn and Camille were sitting in the front of the car both staring at Simon. This made Alec struggle even more but Jonathan pulled him tight against his chest and Camille gave Alec a terrifying grin when she noticed him. Jonathan kissed Alec's neck and whispered in his ear, "You're all mine".

Alec jolted awake breathing heavily, Simon pulled over and hugged Alec tight.

"Hey its okay it was just a nightmare, you're safe, you're safe".

After a while of Simon comforting Alec he calmed down but after that terrible dream he was even more scared of Jonathan finding them.

"It felt so real".

"Do you want to talk about it?"

Alec sighed he didn't really want to talk about it but he knew it wouldn't be good to bottle it up and Simon was his best friend he trusted him, so Alec told him about his nightmare. "I'm so scared of what they're going to do to us".

"I understand you're scared, I mean I am too-no scratch that I'm terrified. But we'll be with Sam and Dean soon, they'll protect us and I'll do everything I can to protect you. I won't let them hurt you".

Alec hugged Simon even tighter, "I'd do anything to protect you".

They stayed like that for a long time and then started driving again. Simon tried to get Alec to go to sleep again but after that nightmare Alec couldn't. So instead Simon tried to take Alec's mind of his nightmare though he tried to do it secretly, but Alec could tell what he was doing and was so grateful. 

 Time seemed to pass really fast and before they knew it Alec and Simon had arrived at Sam and Dean's house. Sam and Dean hugged them both happily both so relieved they had arrived safely, Alec had explained to them what was going on as he felt they needed to know how dangerous their pursuers were.

"I can't believe you guys are here, it has been so long", Sam said with a big grin.

"Yeah we've missed you both so much", Alec said returning Sam's grin. Alec noticed Sam blush and he looked away, maybe Simon was right after all.

"And guess what? We brought apple pie", Simon said lifting up the pie.

Dean ran to Simon and excitedly took the pie, "Did I say how much I missed you?" Simon rolled his eyes but laughed as Dean started getting bowls for the pie.

"I'm surprised you're letting us have some", Sam teased and his grin widened when Dean glared at him.

"Yeah remember that time I tried to have some and you threw your water at me", Alec said.

"Well that's what you get for messing with my pie", Dean said making the others laugh.

Cas came by a few hours later and after hugging Alec and Simon, sat with Simon and Dean on the sofa. Dean had a protective arm around Cas and he was snuggled into Dean. Alec felt the familiar pang of sadness watching them and had left to unpack his things unable to watch them anymore.

"Hey you okay?" Sam asked after he came into Alec's room.

"Yeah I'm fine".

"I know it's been a long time since we have seen each other but I can still tell when you're lying".

Alec sighed, "I just miss having what Dean and Cas have. I'm not ready after everything that I've been through but at the same time I want it so much".

Sam sat next to Alec on his bed, "I understand Alec, I can't imagine what you have been through but I lost someone I loved and after losing her I thought I could never love again. I didn't want to but at the same time I did because I missed it so badly, I actually met someone I thought I could have a chance with".

"You're talking about me aren't you?" Alec said sadly, he had felt terrible for rejecting Sam especially seeing how devastated he was even though he tried to hide it. But Alec hadn't had a choice and he was so afraid of what Jonathan would do to him and Sam if he had said yes.

"Yes. I don't want to pressure you into anything especially after what you have been through, I just... I want you to know that my feelings haven't changed".

"Thank you for saying that it means so much to me". Sam hugged Alec and he melted into it grateful for the comfort and for not losing Sam despite what happened between them.

It had been a few months since Alec and Simon had left. Magnus was pacing around his living room, he and Raphael had been furious when Jace had reluctantly told them what he and Clary had done to Simon. They refused to talk to Jace for a long time after that. Magnus missed Alec and Simon so much. Magnus was now sure he was in love with Alec and hated the way he had treated him. One night Harvey had surprised Magnus by kissing him, Magnus hadn't felt anything when Harvey kissed him whereas when he kissed Alec he had never been so happy in his life.

Magnus had tried to ask Izzy where Alec and Simon were but she had refused as she was still angry with him, he didn't blame her for that but he needed to find them and to win Alec back. Magnus tried calling Izzy again.

"No I'm not telling you where they are", Izzy said sharply as soon as she answered the phone.

"Please Izzy, I love Alec so much and I mean it, I don't love Harvey anymore. Even if Alec doesn't want to be with me I just want to try and make amends. I feel terrible for what I did please give me the chance to try to make things right".

"How do I know you won't hurt him again?"

"I regret hurting Alec every day and I never want to cause him any pain again".

There was a long pause where Magnus was afraid she was going to hang up on him but to his immense relief she didn't. "Okay I'll tell you but if you hurt him again I will make you wish you were never born".

Magnus gulped knowing that Izzy wasn't bluffing, "Understood".

Izzy explained Alec and Simon were staying with a couple of old friends, Magnus reluctantly went over to Jace's house as he knew how much he had been missing Simon. Jace had changed a lot since Simon broke up with him, he was no longer happy or his usual cocky self. He was miserable and stayed in his house when he wasn't at work. When Magnus started talking to Jace again he tried his best to comfort him but nothing he did made a difference. He hoped this would. He also hoped Simon wouldn't hate him for this, but he couldn't stand to see Jace like this any longer and he knew that Simon would be missing him too. Magnus rang the doorbell and Jace answered looking very disheveled.

"I know where Simon is", Magnus said, and the effect that had on Jace was what he had hoped. Jace's eyes widened and he smiled happily for the first time since Simon left him.

"What? How?"

Magnus explained how Izzy had told him where they were and they immediately set off. But neither of them knew that Jonathan still had Jace's house bugged and had heard everything.