You have to realise the hypocritical nature of him
The fact that you will never get it right
Always pay the price
And he is laughing
Laughing at the fact that he can do what he wants and you end up alone
Reminding you of the past
Wondering how long this stupid cycle will last
The everlasting battle while he digs his hole so deep
But it is not he who is diving in
You will gladly jump in and renounce your sins
Knowing full well the hypocrite speaks lies
But his actions speak volumes
And he will never shy away from the fact that he is wrong
But he will manipulate you into thinking this is your choice
That it is his agony to hear your voice
When all you do is want - you need to feel that love, that security that is taken from you frequently
Never returned
Never mentioned, as if it should be a given
That he should be forgiven
But eventually you will be rotting in the grave he dug for himself
While he goes back on the shelf
To be picked up by someone new, who will miraculously want him
Like he is a treasure
And she will never feel made to measure
Just like you, lying there, no more shit to give
No more time to live
Because you gave it all up, being stupidly in love
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Evolution of a Twisted Mind
PoetryThese are various poems, some of which I am not particularly proud of, but which were important in my evolution as a writer. Certain poems originate as far back as school. There are subtle hints of the darkness that later fully engulfed not only m...
