Scars (SayWeCanFly Fanfiction)

Hospital Nights

I still lay here on the floor in searing pain then Braden runs in the bathroom and he picks me up from the floor I am naked waist under this is embarrassing "Let me get dressed" I said he then sat on my bed holding his head shaking I throw on some underwear and put on a pad and some shorts and the pain hit me again and I fall to the floor Braden runs up and picks me up and carries me out of the door and runs down the stairs and puts me in the backseat and I lay still in pain and he begins to drive "We'll be there in ten minutes, I already called and said I was bringing you in" he said "Thank you so much" I said and the pain hit me again "I am so sorry this is happening Emm" he said he's never called me that before only Charlie and I didn't really mind it either then what feels like forever he puts the car in park and opens the door and picks me me up again and carries me inside "Hi my name is Braden I called earlier something is wrong with my girlfriend" wait did he just say girlfriend before I could think I was put in a wheel chair and wheeled away and Braden looking worried I was wheeled in a room and my doctor came in and put gel on my stomach and the wand and looked at the ultrasound her face changed when she fount what she wanted tears started rolling down my face "What's wrong with my baby?" I asked still crying "You miscarried" she said "No,no,no" I said sobbing now "why, this baby was the closest thing to my boyfriend I ever was going to get, I will never see him again and now never our baby" I said "I am sorry sweetie" we are going to have to take out the tissue" she said I still cry just then a nurse put in an IV and shooting medicine in it "what are you giving me?" I asked "medicine for the cramping" she said I sigh "You're going to need to sleep while we take out the tissue so we're going to give you some anesthesia" she said "Okay" I said as they shoot the medicine in they roll the bed into a room that played classical music and the doctor put a mask on me "count down from 100" she said "100,99,98" then my eyes closed

I wake up my stomach hurting a little I have a oxygen tubes in my nostrils I look over and see Braden beside the bed he looked nervous and then when I opened my eyes he looked relived and happy when I opened my eyes "what time is it?" I asked I remember I came here at about three in the morning "6:09" Braden said "What?" I asked "Yeah you woke up an hour ago looked at me and rolled over" he said "How long have you been up?" I asked "I never went to sleep, I just waited for you to wake up" he said "Awh" I said "I was so scared" he said "So I have a question" I asked "Yes?" he asked me "Why did you say I was your girlfriend when you brought me here?" he smiled and looked down kind of blushing "It just came out really" he said "Oh no it didn't that blushing you're doing doesn't mean it came out" I said and smiled something I didn't think I was going to do anytime soon "It did come out on mistake and the reason I am blushing is I liked that it slipped out" he said "Awh" I said he smiled his beanie that got me every time fitting perfectly on his head then there was a knock on the door "How are you doing?" the doctor asked while walking in "Fine stomach hurts a little bit nothing like it did when I came in" I said "Well that's good well we are going to discharge you at noon or one so we can observe you" she said "Okay, thank you for everything" I said "You're welcome I just really am sorry about everything" she said a tear escaped my face I lost my baby I now have nothing left of Brandon anymore she smiled at me and left Braden got up and hugged me "I am so sorry Emma" he said and I began crying and he sat on the bed and he laid beside me and I laid on his chest and sobbed, hysterically cried on his chest and he ran his fingers through my hair and rubbed my back comforting me 

It's noon and I finally get discharged and I am sitting in Braden's car almost home just ten hours ago I was pregnant with my baby and now I am going home with no baby we finally get to my apartment and Braden comes in with me I go to my bathroom and sigh at the mess and Braden helps me clean it up we sit on my bed and I look at him "Will you stay with me tonight?" I asked Braden "Of course" he said and hugged me I am still tired "I am going to take a nap" I said "Okay I think I am too" he said and he laid down and so did I then I closed my eyes hoepfully it will take away the pain

I lay in a hospital bed crying and someone walks in, Brandon, "Brandon?" I asked "Yes" he said and smiled oh my gosh I had forgotten about that smile how could I forget that smile he came to me "It's okay if you lost the baby, I still love you no matter what" he said and leaned down and hugged me oh my gosh his warm body and the way he gave hugs you never wanted to let go and he kissed my forehead "Now, this guy Braden" he said "Oh my gosh I haven't done anything and I won't" I said he laughed oh my gosh that laugh I never thought I would hear again "Baby, I am gone, there is nothing wrong with still loving me I know if the situation was vise-versa wouldn't move on right away but if a girl made me feel the way Braden makes you feel I would give it try but I would never stop loving you and I still do, I just want you to be happy and I can't do that anymore but Braden can and you need someone I mean the baby is gone and I am not there to help you I can only watch you and him, All I ever wanted for you was to be happy and loved why not give it a try" he said "Him?" I asked "Our baby, he's safe and happy with me, I love you no matter what come visit me once in a while at the grave I will be sitting beside you and I am always with you it killed me I couldn't do nothing about the bathroom but you know who did, Braden, go and be happy because I love you" and he kissed me "I will visit you in your dreams more often" he said and smiled me and hugged me and he left

I wake up and sit straight up Braden still sleeping I look at the time 6:00pm I can't believe I slept that long I get up and go to the bathroom my stomach I still looks seven weeks pregnant I sit on the edge of my tub and begin crying then I look up to see Braden, was standing at the door he came up to me and hugged me "You need to have fun tonight" he said "How?" I asked still crying "Wanna drink?" he asked "I have no alcohol and I don't want to go out and drink being surrounded by bunches of people" I said "Well you get ready and I will go out and get some and we'll get hammered" he said and I laughed "there's the laugh I missed" he said and wiped the tears from my face he got up and I heard him shut the door and then I got up and watched him drive off I began thinking about my dream, maybe I should give him a chance he does make me happy which is something I need in my life right now