Scars (SayWeCanFly Fanfiction)

Suicide Watch

Emma POV

I lay in a bed and I don't know where I am I hear a heart beat monitor and I feel an IV in my skin I open my eyes and look around I am in a hospital how did I get here? I look at my arms that were bandaged and the door opens and it's Braden his face is now happy he almost runs to the bedside he leans down and hugs me gently 'and to think I was going to kill myself knowing I wouldn't be able to be in his arms again and have the warmth I feel when he hugs me he kisses my head and playful pushes me "What was that for?" I asked with a smile on my face something I had a lot when I was with Braden "For scaring the hell out of me, Emma, I thought I was going to loose you" he told me "I'm sorry for everything" I told him "It's over now and I don't want to think about it all I care about is now and the future" he said "I agree" I scooted over for him to sit beside me in the bed "Did you get me here?" I asked him as I laid in his arms my head on his chest "I came over to get my jacket and heard you screaming so I called 9-1-1 and fount you I got you out of the tub and held you till they got there, and then they made me wait forever in the waiting room just to come see you" he said "I am so stupid" I said "Emma Alexandra Wilde, you are not stupid" Braden said using my full name "You were depressed, it's okay to be depressed because no one can be happy 24/7 but you should just lay in bed and eat ice cream till you want to puke, not try to take your own life, it was a stupid action, but it doesn't make you stupid" he told me holding me a little bit tighter "How long have I been here?" I asked "A day, you lost a lot of blood Emm" he said "You're on suicide watch for two more days and I have to cancel my show tonight" he said "Why?" I asked him "So I can be here with you" he said kissing my head "No!" I exclaimed "What?" he asked me "You're not going to disappoint your fans because I made a stupid decision" I said "I don't want to leave you" Braden said "You'll be gone for a couple of hours trust me once you get on that stage and start you'll forget about leaving me and then when you're done I will still be here and you can come back" I said he sighed "Please? for me? for your fans?" I asked "Are you sure?" he asked "I am positive" I assured him he kissed my cheek "Okay well I better go now" Braden said I smiled before he walked out of the door I said "Braden?" he looked back "Can you give me something before you leave?" he smiled "For you? anything in this world" I blushed "Can you come kiss me?" I asked him he had a big smile on his face "You don't have to ask me twice" he said he walked over to me and bent over and ran his hand along the side of my face and put his hand behind my head of hair and pulled me onto his soft gentle honey lips that I was never going to get bored with this