FIFTY SHADES OF NEW LIFE

Christian Feeling

CPoV

After fresh shower I go to my empty bedroom, where is Ana??
I got little bit panic my mind went wild thinking if Ana leave me when she aware if she much better off without me.
Quickly wear my clothes and I go out side for find my girlfriend.

Walking to the foyer I can hear sound if my beautiful girl laughing in the kitchen when she talk with Gail.
I take a deep breath try calm my nerves when I know Ana not going anywhere like she said to me.
I need to learn and conviced myself if Ana will not leave me.
She also said whatever my past she can received me as long as I always be honest to her.
And I promise inside my heart I never ever lie and cheat from her. I want normal life with Ana, I want explore my new life experience with her.
Grab yourself together Christian, man up now and come to your girl!!

I walk close to her and give her back hug. Man her smell so good its apple and vanilla mix. Its calm my nerves every time I close to her.

"Hey baby what you talk to Gail?? You guys look like old friend!!"

"Hay handsome! Hmm you smell great mint flavour so manly fresh.
We just talking about kinds of foods menu from all around countries and we ill make time for baked cake or cook together next time. Right Gail!"
My girl give Gail wink and giggling. Oh sweet Jesus she is so cute and hot right now. Its make my manhood stand up.
Easy boy its not the time yet. Slowly!!
Ana never have sex before and I will patience waiting she ready, I dont want scare her with my aggresiveness.

"Gail you not tell my girlfriend anything to embrass me right??"
I playfully ask Gail. She gasp with my playfully words and give her sincere smile.

"Dont worry Mr Grey! Your embrassment clumsiness is safe with me!!"
I laugh loudly hear what Gail tell me.
Its suprised my entire security so they come to kitchen for make sure nothing happen with us in the kitchen.

"O my God Gail, please tell me what it is his clumsiness??
I want to hear it now please!!"

Ana eager want to listen my embrassment time, she give Gail her best puppy eyes its so much cute.
I think my girl and Gail become friend already in shot time they meet.
Ana really have ability make people like her with her pure soul and she is so friendly.
Gail too look like she is comfortable to talking with Ana, and she give me the look 'This girl good for you' like. It means so much for me if my staff welcome Anain our life.
And I want all my family and staffs welcoming Ana with warm heart because I intend to spend all my time with her.

"Oh no baby Gail will not tell you any stupid story about me."
I wiggle my eyes playfully at her.

"Huuhh.... But I want to know your funny story Christian!!"
She pout her sweet lip and its make me kiss her.
I give her chaste kisses which give free show for my staff and I think my security can see it from monitor in their office.

"All in a good time baby."

"The food is ready Mr Grey please sit down!"

"Thank you Gail for cooking for us."
"You welcome Ana, enjoy your breakfast Ana, Sir."

"Thank you Gail."

Ana enjoy what Gail make for us, and she say she like her so much. She remind her like her own aunt in the Auckland who take care of her family when her parents going work.
I really want to know her family and hope her family will like me back.

After eat our breakfast I bring Ana to movie room for relax and watch movie maybe.
I ask her if she need something or want to going out than just sit down at home. My girl choose if we stay at home for relax a moment and we can going to walk later if we feel boring at home.
But for me I will never feel bored if Ana always besides me.
Ana is like fresh air for me, she make calm and comfort me.
We settle in sofa in the media room, Ana sit down beside put her head in my shoulder the simple act from her make me feel good, never in my life thinking I will cuddle with girlfriend just for movie time. With Ana in my life all the good thing I never do now we do it together.
In the middle watch movie we do something both of us never do before with other people, its our first to do it to together. We make out like a teenager drunk in the heaven.