Johanna (GirlxGirl)

Chapter Seven

"I said no!" My grandmother shouted at me. She was trying to tell me that I couldn't go to the party. Although I was in my senior year, I was still being treated as if I were a child.

"Why can't I go?" I asked.
"I'm the adult here, don't question me!" She scolded me.
"But you are not my mother and my mother said I could go!" I screamed at her. My mother did say I could go. I asked her from earlier today when I was invited so I don't understand why my grandmother would always try to keep me from leaving the house.
"You're only going out to drink and party! That's not how you were grown up, that's not what Christians do!" She shouted back at me.
"Well I'm going cause my mother already gave me permission", I argued back with her.
"Well if your mother is going to allow you to run over here, I can't do anything about that, go wherever you going!" She said before leaving to go into her room.  How was my mother allowing me to run over her? Because she's allowing me to go out? I barely leave the house. It's always been a home, school, church kind of thing for me. If not to those places, I'd either be at Kev's or Taylor's house. I rarely went anywhere else because I wasn't given much freedom. I was glad that my mother was giving me the opportunity to spend some time out and have fun. I was going to take full advantage of it. I just had to be home by twelve. Twelve o clock had always been my curfew. Both me and my brother. If we were to come home anytime after twelve, the door would be locked and my brother Jaden would have to climb through the window and let us both in.

I heard a knock at my door and I answered. It was Kev and Taylor. Of course I invited them. I was not going to leave my best friends behind. They were both just as excited as me. We couldn't wait to go.
I was dressed in a Tommy Hilfiger hoodie, jeans and my white A1's that I always kept clean.
Taylor was dressed in a crop top and a shorts and her vans.
As for Kevin, he wore his favorite black adidas jacket, jeans , and his black nike shoes. We all looked nice and was ready to see what the night was going to bring forth.
We were on our way to the party, it was just a few blocks away, so we had no problem walking.

"What do you guys think it's gonna be like?" Taylor asked.
"Oh just a bunch of the cool kids, the girls! Music! Alcohol! Probably drugs too!" Kev's eyes filled with excitement.
"I just hope we have fun", I sighed.
Taylor placed her hand on my back ... "..we will Jada"

We reached the party and blocking the door was Reagan and Marv. 
"Who invited you guys? Get outta here" Marv screamed at us as if we animals. Both him and Reagan both laughed. It was a nuisance.
"Why you guys still standing here?......" Reagan said. We just stared at him and didn't answer his question. "Get the fuck out of here!" He screamed at us.

We just turned around and was about to leave when we heard Gabby's voice.
"What is the matter with you Reagan!" She shouted at him hitting him in the arm.
"You invited them?" They began to argue.
"Yes I did now leave them alone! They've done nothing to you!" she tried to convince him to let us in. It was her house anyways.
"Come on in guys!" She told us and a smile had spread across each of our faces. Reagan moved aside from blocking the entrance and gave us a stink look as we walked passed him and went inside.
The place was already full, and the music was loud and the bass had the room rocking. Everyone was having a good time. There was a snack table, a dj, bright lights were flashing all over the room, it was just the ultimate teen house party.
"Follow me guys" Gabby spoke to us and lead us towards the kitchen. That's where the drinks were  and she poured each one of us a shot. "Just to start of the night" she winked and smiled and passed a shot to each one of us. I wasn't really a drinker. I hesitated at first, but I was not about to look like a 'dweeb'. I let the alcohol run to the back of my throat and swallowed as fast as I can. I could immediately feel my chest burning. Kev took his like a champ, and so did Taylor.  Gabby looked at us in surprise. "Well then..." she chuckled. "If you want anything else to drink, you can help yourself to it," she told us before leaving.
Kevin and Taylor then poured themselves something to drink, but I didn't. I was searching the house for Johanna, that's who I wanted to see.
"I'm gonna go look for Johanna" I told them.
"You like her!" Kevin laughed.
"No I don't!" I quickly denied it. I didn't know if I liked her or not. Well I didn't know what to call it. It was just something about her that made me nervous, but it also made me calm. I really didn't know how to explain the feeling, but maybe I did like her. She had been on my mind all day ever since I talked to her, and she was the only reason I actually wanted to come to this party anyways. I wanted to be around her and get to know her.
"Whatever you say" Kevin laughed. I know he didn't believe me. My friends knew me too well. They could tell something was up. My heart was trying to tell me I like her too, but my mind was being in denial. I was trying to convince myself that I do not like her. It wouldn't work out in my favor anyways. Look at her compared to me. She was beautiful. In fact, I didn't even know if she liked girls, and falling for a straight girl would be the worst thing to ever do. I just had to keep it cool whenever I got to be around her. I spotted her across the room dancing, with a drink in her hand. I walked over to her.
"Hey" I greeted.
"Hi!" She said very loudly and wrapped her arms around my neck with her drink still in her hand. Some spilled on me. I could easily tell that she was drunk already. I didn't make a big deal about her spilling her drink, she was drunk so I couldn't get mad. I wrapped my arms around her waist to stop her from falling over.
Butterflies filled my stomach again. My stomach felt queasy, my legs began to shake a little, yes I was nervous. It was at this point, I stopped denying the fact that I liked this girl, I was loving every moment of her being on me. I could smell the alcohol on her breath as she began to speak.
"Sorry for messing up your clothes," she apologized.
"It's oka-" I began to speak but I was interrupted by the music"

🎵BAMMM BIINGG BAMM BINNG BAMM BINNG🎵 the song began to play

It was no doubt about it that she liked this song.
"I love this song!" She screamed in my ears before turning around and bending over and twerking on me. I was seizing the moment.  I couldn't believe this was happening. I grabbed her by her waist and thrusted her while she continued to dance on me. I guess you can consider it dry humping, but I was loving every bit of it.
That's when Gabby walked over to us and saw what happening. She nearly fell coming. She was also drunk already and her smile widened as she saw be in the back of her bestfriend backshotting her to the music.
"Fuck it up bitch!" She was cheering Johanna on. I was actually having fun. The music stopped and Johanna turned back to me and started laughing. I laughed with her and looked into her eyes. That's when I realized how pretty they were. They were a beautiful brown color. I'm falling for this girl too hard. My heart fluttered in my chest, our faces got closer. Her lips were inches away from mines when all I heard was a
"Fuck you!" From a distance. The music stopped and everyone was looking towards the commotion that was happening in the middle of the living room. Johanna looked away. Fuck. I was disappointed, I thought we were going to kiss, I wanted to know what her lips would feel like pressed against mine. Someone just had to ruin the moment. It appears that Kev and Reagan were arguing.
"Fuck you too!" Kev shouted back at Reagan. Reagan struck Kevin across his face and immediately a fight broke out in Gabby's home. Gabby rushed over to get her boyfriend from on top of Kevin. I rushed over too and helped Kev of the floor.
"I don't know why you even invited these fucking creeps!" He screamed in Gabby's face.
"Cause it's my house and it's my party!" She screamed back. This made him more furious.
"Know what? Fuck you and this party!" He told her and him and Marv left the place. She was too drunk to even let it get to her because she started dancing again as soon as the music came back on.
I helped Kevin walked to the kitchen and thats where we met Taylor throwing up in the sink. I guessed she drank too much. I looked at my watch and it was already 11 o clock.
"We should go" I suggested as me and Kev watched Taylor brought every last bit of alcohol back up. Kev threw one of Taylor's arm across his shoulders, and her next arm fell across mines. We walked out of the house and left. I didn't even get to tell Johanna bye. This night was a bummer.

I managed to reach home before twelve o clock. At least I didn't stay out pass my curfew. I walked into my room and locked my door behind me. I kicked my shoes off and hopped straight into bed laying on my back. I stared at the ceiling and reminisced about my night with Johanna. Dancing with her, holding her so close to me. I smiled at the memories. They were something I was proud to hold on to. I couldn't wait to see her at school on Monday.