Johanna (GirlxGirl)

Chapter Sixteen

JADA's P*O*V

I  was at my house, straightening up my room because Johanna would be coming over to complete the paper. Her house wasn't available today because her mother had a few people over, so we decided to work on it at my house since nobody would be home. My brother was out, and my mother and grandmother was at work.  I fixed my bed and sprayed air freshener in the room. I wanted to make sure that she was comfortable. Thats when I heard a knock on the door. I opened it up and it was her. She looked so beautiful. Today she wore her hair out. Her curls were so defined. I loved her natural hair. She was wearing a crop top, shorts and slides. This girl was so beautiful.
I let her inside and told her to follow me to my room. We got in and I closed the door behind us.
"How's your paper coming along?" She asked me.
"I'm almost done actually," I told her.
"Really?" She smiled. "...can I see?"
"Not yet, what about your paper?" I looked at her
"It's coming along well," she said returning the stare. I looked into her beautiful brown eyes. I loved them so much. We both sat down and continued to write about each other. This is why we would spend so much time together. Being in each other's company would allow us to get to know each other more. About twenty minutes of silence had went by and I was done and shortly after she was finished. She kept asking me to her see the paper but I just didn't want her to read it.

"You're mean" she pouted. Giving me a puppy face. She looked so cute. This turned me on. I wanted to be on her. I wrapped my hand around her throat, grabbing her by the neck bringing her closer so that I could kiss her. I fiercely pressed my lips against hers. She moaned throughout the deep kisses. I continued to kiss her softly and then it became intense. She melted in my kisses. I began to breath heavy as my mouth moved to her neck kissing her so passionately. I sucked on her neck and let my fingers glide down to her pussy. She was wet already. I feel her heartbeat with my own. She wanted this just as much as I did. I was in love with this girl. She was right. Sex did bring us two closer together. Every time I touched her I felt more and more in love with her. I kissed down her body, making my way to her stomach. I felt her navel ring on my tongue. I was shaking with anticipation. I wanted to taste her again. I took of her pants and underwear and I slipped my two fingers inside her with ease because she was soaked. My tongue making it's way to her clit licking it up and down as my fingers slipped in and out of her. "Fuccckkk" she moaned. This made me wet. I felt the rush of hot wetness between my legs and she continued to moan as I pleased her. She had cum quickly. She arched her back letting the juices release from her body. I let her catch her breath. I climbed back on top of her and kissed her letting her enjoy her own flavor. It was at that moment my room door flew open because I had forgotten to lock it.

She pushed me off of her causing me to fall on the floor. My grandmother stood by my bedroom door with her mouth hanging open in shock. I watched as her face filled with anger.
"You nasty girl!" She screamed at Johanna."...Get the hell out my house!" She ordered her.
I couldn't say anything at this point because I was afraid. I did live under my grandmother's roof so whatever she says goes, so Johanna had to leave. I could tell she was embarrassed and ashamed of what had just happened. She quickly put her pants back on and gathered her things. She looked at me before turning to leave. She looked at me in regret. My grandmother walked with her to the door.
"Don't you ever come back here again!" I heard her scream from the living room just before she slammed the door at her.
She stormed back into my room wrapping her hands around my throat, her grip getting tighter.
"I would kill you! I told you I'm not accepting that kind of lifestyle around here! Why would you bring her in my house!" She shouted, her hand still around my throat. Her hold was so tight on me, I couldn't speak. She loosened her grip and took on of her hands and struck me across the face splitting my lip.
"You wait till your mother gets home!" She said in disgust and left my room. I sucked my bottom lip in and tasted the blood that was now coming from it. Tears streamed down my face. I was going through so much torment. Why couldn't they love me and accept me for who I am? Why did they have to hurt me for it. I didn't even know what to say to Johanna at this point. I kept texting and calling her phone and she wouldn't answer. Could I blame her? That was way out of line what had happened. What if she never wanted to speak to me again?

A few hours had passed and my mother had arrived home from work. I was in my room sitting on the floor with my back against my the bed when my mother walked in. She didn't look mad, she just looked disappointed.
"Jada why are you doing this to yourself?" She questioned.
I hesitated to answer her question.
"Talk to me," she demanded and she sat on my bed.
"Doing what?"
"Why can't you be what God made you to be? You need to buckle up. Woman can't do anything for you, you need to change"
"I can't" I cried.
"Yes you can, all you need to do is pray"
"Mother! I can't change!" Tears began to storm down my face. "..i'm jus attracted to females and I've always had been. You as a parent should support me and accept me. End of the day I'm still your child and you should love me," I was trying to convince her to let me be.
"Why must I accept something that God hates?"
"Well this a problem that's between me and God, and you guys shouldn't be so concerned about it," I said boldly wiping the tears from my face. I figured it was time that I stood my grounds.
"Whether you accept it or not, this is who I am!" My voice got louder. She only shook her head in disbelief and left.

I still kept calling and texting Johanna. Still no answer. I really felt bad about what had happened, but there nothing that I could've done to change it. I'm sorry Johanna.