AS I PUSH YOU AWAY

Prologue

Family is everything I could cry and everything I couldn't take.

I grew up in my mom's roof with another man who is not my real father and a brother half my age and half my blood.

I was on my fourth grade when my father left us and found joy in another woman whom he had just met on a charity auction for kids, with us by his side.

I longed for a whole happy family in my whole life. I longed for even just a simple family picnic once a week or a simple family bonding thrice a month.

I was constantly being the center of bully in our school even though I am as quiet as a library.
It was because of the news about my family that immediately spreaded like a spilled water.

I rarely socialize, had a very high trust issues and a very low self esteem.
I always feel like I don't belong to the world.

Just as I thought that my life will forever stay like this until an annoying boy suddenly appeared and acted as if he was my knight in shining armor.

And it irritates me...

or so I thought.

This is our story.

How he bring out the best in me...

And how I loved him deeply more than anyone in this world is such a thing fortuitously will be the one I indeed have to told too.