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6 April, Year 11

~by @papercrown

I faced the gates of the Flowering Arboretum alone. The weather was gray and a little cold, but I was in a good mood. It was the day of the picnic, but my mom and dad were both busy. I was a little disappointed at first. But at the flower drawing contest I had been praised, and my friends' mothers had said: "Wow, Jimin is so mature."

I had seemed a little cool, then.

"Jimin, wait here. Teacher will come soon."

When the picnic ended, my teacher had asked this, but I hadn't waited. I was confident that I could go by myself. I grasped the straps of my rucksack with both hands and walked maturely. It seemed like others were looking at me, so I spread my shoulders even wider. Quite a while later, it started to rain. My friends and their moms had all left, and no one was looking after me, and my legs hurt. I covered my head with my rucksack and crouched under a tree. The rain started to come down harder, and there was nobody passing by. Eventually, I storied to run through the rain. I didn't see any houses or stores. The place I arrived to was the back gate of the arboretum. The side door was open and through it I could see a storage room of some sort.

30 August, Year 19

~by @TXYfifteen

While Hoseok hyung was answering a call, I played around by stepping on hyung's shadow. Hoseok hyung burst into laughter and said "Jimin has grown up.".

 It takes 2 hours walking from school to home. If you take the bus it's less than 30 minutes, but it will be too little if you say it takes 20 minutes. But hyung always bring me to take some shortcuts, alleys or even climb over the bridge, and we will stubbornly walk this route. It's been a year since I was discharged from the hospital, and transferred schools. School is far from home and I don't know anybody, but I think it's fine. Anyway, I have transferred schools many times and who knows when I will be admitted to the hospital again. So I think this is nothing much.

At that time I met Hoseok hyung. It was just after the start of the new semester. Hyung approached me and stayed with me for 2 hours. In regards to the fact that our homes are not even in the same direction, I only found out a long time later. I also didn't ask why. I was hoping in my heart that the 2 hours under the sun could be lengthened.

After teasing Hyung and stepping on his shadow, while he was answering the call, I ran away. Hyung hung up the call and chased after me. Under the heat of the sun, my ice cream melted. I could hear the song of the cicadas. But I was suddenly scared. How long will these days last?

28 September, Year 20

~by @papercrowns

I stopped counting a few days after I was hospitalized. Counting is something you do when you want to get out, or you think there's any hope of getting out. The trees and leaves, far off outside the window, still look like people's clothes. So I knew not that much time had passed. At most, slightly more than a month maybe. Because of the medicine everything was boring and dull.

Even so, today was a special day. The kind of day you have to write in a diary, if you keep one. But I don't have a diary and I don't want to have any problems if I did write it down. Today I lied for the first time. I looked into the doctor's eyes and pretended to be gloomy saying "I don't remember a thing".

15 May, Year 22

~by genius.com

Hoseok hyung stood next to me when I opened my eyes. An all too familiar ceiling looked down at me with a familiar darkness. I tried to sit up, but he put his finger up to his lips. Everyone was sleeping. The room was quiet. Hyung offered me a new shirt, and jerked his head toward the exit of the hospital.

"We all came together."