Do you ever get the feeling of not wanting to be here? Not in a way that you want to kill yourself but you don't want to be in this place and time.
I get that a lot these days.
It is painful because I have days I want to achieve and be here but others I want to disappear into my own universe.
I am torn.
This feeling won't let go of me. It sticks like a piece of gum on the sole of my shoe.
I don't know where to go.
So I stay at home.
In my cave isolated from the outside world hoping it would magically disappear. But I have to confront my issues instead of running away but my legs won't carry me far enough for me to feel safe.
