I can't get up.
I don't eat well.
I'm wasting away.
Yet I feel hope inside.I don't know the reason for waking every morning. Tired is written all over my face.
Looking for something new.
But I don't know where to look.
How do others do or fake it so well.I'm tired of my situation right now but I can't find motivation anywhere anymore.
Looking for a pulse in my own life.
Trying to work it out somehow.
Fake it till you make it I hear.
But I don't want to fake it.
I want the real stuff.
I should be dead.
I don't know.
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