Focusing on details gives me the opportunity to see the whole thing.
Everything has structure, patterns a reason.
But I'm struggling finding mine.
Right now I'm the one standing in my way. I know I could be better if I just stuck to my routines.
A part of me wants to be comfortable, never leave the house and just stand still.
The other part wants to grow, learn and accept myself for who I am.
There are days my my silent side wins but others I feel the taurus that I am.
I want to be taurus all the time.
But she's weak
I must nurture her with movement and meditation so that one day I transform into her and I don't have to be afraid of the world anymore.
