Hopeless Fangirl ๑๑ Lee Felix

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During the Interview

"So Felix you're looking a bit sad, what happened?" The MC asked, "I'm fine really it's just that I don't know what I did wrong with someone." I was referring to Haru. What really was her reason to run away from me and it sucked. Did I say something to offend her? I'll just apologize later? Ugh feelings are just a burden you need to carry.

Time skip

"Guys Haru is still missing we have to find her she has Felix's schedule!" Seoyeo looked very pissed. When something isn't in order Seoyeo will not take any of it, "Wait like Park Haru?!" Mina other wise known as I.N's Noona she was nice to me I guess, if nice meant shoving her plastic face in my personal bubble then yes she's pleasant.

"Let's spread out, I'll be with Felix while the rest of you pair up to find Haru," Mina's fake voice screeched through the silence. She was irritating everything she would try to do to get close to me was cruel and inhumane, i truly believed that she was a demon, "if none of you guys will helps us suit yourselves," I.N just stormed out. What was his problem?

"Felix about last week, I'm sorry about Hyejin she was totally trying to gain fame and money off you and I think that Haru girl is too so stay away from her if you don't get in trouble again," I pretended like I took her advice and started to walk away.

After a good ten minutes of silence the door slammed open, "I FOUND HER" I turned to see I.N and Haru together, a pit of fire started to burn through me slowly turning my sanity off for a few seconds and whilst I was trying to calm myself down I saw Mina hug her, never in my life have I ever saw someone so uncomfortable with someone touching them.

My eyes trailed to her arms and to my surprise she was wearing a different shirt, it was a white turtle neck with long sleeves, "Hey Haru isn't hot outside? Why are you wearing a long sleeved shirt?" Seungmin asked, this was a weird thing, he was never this nice to anyone let alone to a stranger we just met. "Oh it's fine I only had this since I haven't done my laundry yet," she weakly laughed, her face showed it all. She was hiding something.

Without thinking I took a hold of her hand and stormed out the door, leading her outside in the hallway. "Dont lie to me about your shirt there's something more too it since it's twenty degrees outside and it's impossible for a person to survive the heat in this type of clothing and don't give me that bull explanation of its fashion. Maybe if you weren't so pathetic that you can't handle something as simple as laundry, get your priorities straight Haru," she started to shake, not in fear but in anger, I felt her jerk her arm back. She was now rubbing her wrist, it looked a little red but she yelled at me ruining my train of thought.

"You think you have me all figured out huh? You're mistaken Felix, what the heck did I ever do to you huh? What did I do so wrong for you to lash out on me just because of my shirt? Are you bored? Is it fun to give people mixed signals about your feelings, well guess what I'm not that type of person so if you can kindly just stay away from me that would be greatly appreciated," she was right, I did give her a mixed signal. Felix why do you always screw up wen it comes to girls?

"And by the way Felix if you want me to go buddy buddy on you after this, think again," and with that, she left. Why did I mess up so much, it hasn't even been a day yet and we're already at a bad start.

Time skip

"Felix. Come here I have to do your makeup again," the tension between me and this girl was killing me, what did I say or do to deserve her attitude. "What's up with them?" I heard another noona ask. "Felix close your eyes I can't mess up your eye makeup" my trance was broken and I slowly regained my posture. I felt a brush swipe on my left eye, I opened my right eye to look at her.

Haru's hair was partially in her face, and her tongue was showing and it was really cute. Wait I called her cute, what is wrong with me. I can't like her never in a million years.
She's stubborn, hard headed and adorable when she gets mad especially when she smile or the look in her eyes when she looks at the make-up products.

Wait, I got this all wrong, I can't like her, I can never like her.

What are you doing to me Haru.

What am I doing...