Love & Forbidden secrets.

Chapter twentythree

I cough as my insides take in  the fumes from surounding Harry and I.

Harry sits next to me, bending across the seat to awake me in to conciousness.

"I'm so sorry, this is all my fault!" Harry grabs his hair with his fist and tugs at it slightly.

I rub my eyes and begin to try to sit up.

"W-what happened?" I ask whilst trying to make sense of this situation, I've just woken up from re- living the worse night of my life.

"I was speading, way too fast, and I lost control... I smashed the car in to the tree" Harry says as he begins to get out of the car.

I can't see anything, all I can see is darkness because of the pitch black night. Where are we?

I begin to remember the way Harry wouldn't listen to a word I was saying, he just lost all control. All I remember was the reving of the engine, and my screams and pleads to Harry to stop. His glare was distant, his mind felt as if he had no heart. It frightened me the way he reacted to the news about his father.

The next thing I knew was Harry shouting about too much traffic so he turned off the road, and in to the dark park and off in to the woods. That's when I felt a massive jolt, and my head being thrown forward, luckily I was wearing a seat belt.

I gather my thoughts and build the energy to get out of the car. I open the passenger drawer to thankfully find a torch so I'm able to find Harry who has dissapeared out of the car.

I stumble out of the car and soon panick when the smoke alarms me and becomes way too familiar and follows the pattern that occured a year ago that I haven't finished re-living...

"Natalie! Wake-up! Wake the fuck up!" I open my eyes as Dani is kneeling above me, shaking me violently to wake up.

"What..What happened?" I ask, full of hazyness.

Dani doesn't answer, just stands up and walks off.

I smell smoke and hear cries.

I sit up as I realise that I am on the edge of a curb, on a dark, country-fied street with pure nature all around us.

It's so dark I can barely see anything, all I see is the car a distance away from me and two figures kneeled down by a dark figure.

What's going on?

I slowly stand up as I feel too dizzy to rush over to see whats happened, I gather its some kind of car accident.

I feel a sharp sting as I bring my hand to the top of my head to see I am fiercly bleeding, the smell of blood and smoke makes me want to cringe.

As I approach the whispering figures, that become Dani and Jessica, I see something, someone that stops me in my tracks.

I stand there, frozen, when I puzzle the pieces together.

The car is wrecked, with smoke coming out.

Jessica is crying out, not even able to speak proper english because she is too panicked.

I woke up on the curb from when I passed out, waking up with a wound on my forehead.

There had been a car accident, but noticing Jess and Dani kneeled down next to a body, it finally hit me, that we have killed someone.

As I get closer my heart feels like its going to smash out of my body, my throat is swelled whilst my eyes feel like they are in a sauna.

All these questions pop in to my head as I get closer and closer.