hope (Evan Hansen x reader)

chapter 2

Idk...... I'm just very bored and I already finished my homework so ima wright a new chapter! Yaaaayyy..... I honestly want this to be finished and not like my other books that just never got finished.....

On with the chapter.

Your pov

I walked to my reading class. I wasn't happy but oh well. At least I could get this over with so i can head to ela.

I sat down where I normally sat. I didn't care if someone sat by me or I was ignored. Conner walked into class with an annoyed face. I got confused, but once Jared walked in i figured it out. Con sat next to me. Jared sat in the middle of the class.

"Why is klienman here?" I ask con. "Cause he's in our reading class. And English class. And computers. Honestly I feel like this school hates us." He replys. I nod. "At least he isn't in art. Be happy about that. " I try to think on the brighter side. Unlock most people. "Your right."he says.

We sit there for who knows how long and we are finally freed from this prison of reading! Yaaayyy!..... anyway. I head to my locker to grab my stuff, cause that's what you do.

As I was heading to class I saw a circle of kids crowding around somthing. I couldn't really make out what it was. I walked twords the students. "MOVE!"I said. They did as told. "What is going on."I wisperd. I pushed throw the kids only to see Evan on the ground having a panic attack, along with some jocks kicking him.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" I shout at them. "Stay out of this Murphy!" Said one of the jocks. "Can't you see he's having a panic attack!" I push the jocks out of the way. I run twords Evan.  "Follow my breathing okay." He trys to nod but can't. I breath in and put, him doing the same.  He starts to breath normally.

"Ok....I'm hear don't worry." I hug him. He is shocked but soon hugs back. (The students have already left for class.) "Thx...." he says. "I just didn't want to see you get hurt that's all. We are friends."I say. He blushed at the comment. "Yeah.." I helped him up. "Well I'm heading to class, what class do you have now?" I ask him. "English......" he says (ya know... ela)

"Oh I have that too! Wanna join me?" I ask him he nods. So we head to class together. As I walk into class we barely mad it on time. I sat by Conner. Evan on the other side of me. "Is Jared here?"I ask Conner. He nods pointing twords where he is sitting. "Ugh!" I hate Jared. (If that wasn't clear) he also hates me and Conner so, it's mutual. "H-he isn't t-that b-bad." Says Evan. "Mabye not to you but to use, he's the worst." I respond. "Im sorry."he says. "There's no need to be sorry. He should be sorry, do you know how many times he has called me a school shooter!? Or how many times he's called (y/n)a freak?!" Says Conner, I start to cry.

"(Y/n), c-conner, neither of y-you a-are deserve that. Conner your not a school shooter. I don't believe that you could ever even think about that. (Y/n) you are the greatest person I have ever meet. Your not a freak, at all." I blush. "...thx..." me and Conner say at the same time.

After class we all head to art. Just chatting and laughing.  Honestly it was great.

After art we whent to computers....know that was a nightmare. Jared was in that class, and Evan wasn't. The whole class consisted of Jared being an asshole and me and Conner having to live with it. (I mean Conner almost broke a few times but I stoped him)  "sooooo, Murphy do you like Evan? I saw you help him earlier and I just want to ruin your life soooo." I blush when he mentioned his name.....wait what? "Ughhh..... n-no." Conner could tell I was lying but Jared bought it. "Alright." He then left because school is over.

" I have to print somthing. I'll be right back. " said Conner "I'll come with." I say. We went back to the computer lab. As we walked in we see even. Conner had a head start. I saw him signing Evan's cast. Then he graves a paper from the printer. Two actually.

As he read it I heard him say "this must be yours........all my hope is kind on ZOE!" I start to cry. Conner looked at me, into my pained eyes. He pushed Evan after saying somthing that I couldn't hear. All I hear is ringing. Conner comes up to me and pulled me out of the school. I cry the whole time. I knew no one would like me, I know I just meet him but......I don't know. All I know is that he likes Zoe. Every one likes Zoe. Even my parents prefer her over us.

Conner takes me to the park, where I go when I need to calm down. We climb the tallest tree.  We sit there in silence listening to the songs the birds sing.

"I'm sorry (n/n). He's not worth it." He says. "I-i know." I calm down, not crying as much as before.

We sit there for hours not bothering to come home. Ignoring all of Evan's and put mothers calls, just the two of us, like it had always been. The twins that no one wanted. Not even by the sweetest of people.

~ Evan's pov~

Conner ran out of the computer lab with someone behind him. I assume (y/n).....oh no they probebly heard....... I cry on the floor, wanting to take everything back. If I had just listens to myself and not written the letter everything would me fine, Conner wouldn't have yelled at me and my only friend wouldn't be mad at me. I just want to take it all back. I head home.

I try to call them for hours but no answers. I sigh. Mabye nobody wants me, at all. What if the world was happier without me. I go to bed with these thoughts in my head.....just mabye.

Welp  that's it. It took me awhile but i did it. I hope you enjoyed it. Btw I am hungry so I'm ganna eat

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- Emmy💜💖❤