hope (Evan Hansen x reader)

chapter 3

~ your pov ~

I woke up at home, not really remembering how. I sat up and walked out of the room it's currently Wednesday and I didn't know why no one woke me up for school.

I walked down the hall to see that my brother wasn't there. I walked over to zoes room to see that she wasn't there eather! What is happening. My parents where definitely not home so I didn't know what to do. I walked into the Kitchen to see a note.

We whent to school withought you because we(me) didn't want you to see him today .
-Conner

He's so thoughtful! I walk into the fridge to see another note. Wow these people love there notes.

There's food for you to eat  love you
-mom

Awwwww. I guess they do care. I walked into the living room to see ANOTHER note. This one was fro. All of them.....it says to text them when in up.

Shortie: I can see you guys love your notes.

(If your not short sorry. But in this you are shorter than  the rest of your family even if it's my half an inch)

I walk over the the couch and I just watch tv till they come home.

~ Evan's pov ~

I haven't seen them at school today. I hope there alright. I haven't even talked to Jared today because I feel so bad. No one else cared that there gone not even Conner. These people should care about them. There an amazing person.

I walk into class to see Conner I walk up to him. He looks very anoyed by my presence. "I-im s-sorry about ye-yesterday. I-i didn't mean to upset them or you. I just had to wright somthing for my therapist and that's what came to mind. " he looked shocked at what I said. Oh no did I make things worse!? Did I mess up!?

"There at home right know and there really upset about what happend! You don't know why but I do! You don't care about them as much as I do! And why do you even try!? You know that they would never think of you the same way again! I don't even know why they  liked you!?" He stoped once he realized what he said.  They liked me.....they liked me!? Oh no oh no oh no I messt up. I mest up bad! I need to fix this.

"Where do they live? I need to fix this!" I say to Conner.

"You can try. (Random adress). If they don't want to talk to you don't say I didn't warn you."and with that I left to go and fix this with (y/n).

~ your pov~

Conner told me that even tried to talk to him today but left to go and fix things with me. Why does he want to fix this? He doesn't even like me.

I walked up stares into my room. I changed into somthing more apropreat than a shirt and sweat pants/shorts (which ever one you want). Once I walk bake down stairs I hear a loud nock on the door.

"(Y/N)!?" Oh Conner wasn't lieing.

I open the door to see a very tired Evan. "Can I pleas apologize for yesterday? I didn't mean to hurt you. I had to write somthing for therapy so I just wrote that. I mean I used to like Zoe but ever since I met you i just ....... stoped. I really want to be your friend." I look at him. He wants to be my friend. Normally people try to get under our skins (me and Conner) but he actually wants to be my friend!? I felt like my ears where playing tricks on me. Normally people would yell or not even care but.....I don't know.... somthing about him says that he's telling the truth.

"Fine....Evan You can be my friend again. Just don't do that again. It would look like your turning into Jared if you do it again. Do you want to come in?" I ask him. He nods walking inside my home. I smile knowing that someone actually cares . I text Conner asking him how he's doing at school alone. He didn't answer. I start to panic.

"I have to go find Conner he isn't responding to my texts." I tell Evan.

He looks at me than we both say the same thing at once. "Jared"

I ran to the only place I could think of. The park. We always come here together but when he comes her alone.....it's for a suicide attempt.

I run to the tree we always go to, to see my brother sitting there with a pill bottle in his hand. Just looking at it, contemplating weather or not to swallow them and tack is life. I ran as fast as I could yelling his name. He looks at me as I was only a free feet away from him.

"(Y/n)?" He looks at me confused. "Pleas Conner don't take your life I don't think I could go on withought you if you did. Me and mom would be defistated. " I say hugging him. He looks at me then the pill bottle. "What happend? Do I have to kill Jared!? I swear I will!" I tell him.

"No....it's not just him it's....every one. They all just keept yelling at me because you werent there. They pushed my bottons to the point where I started punching them. Not getting in trouble cause our school sucks but still. I just couldn't take it. I felt like people would be better of withought me." He nearly starts to cry.

"Conner, I would never want that for you. Death nor these kids yelling at you. I don't think I could go on withought you." I say. "Me neather." We just hug for a while. Evan soon comes to where we were. (Even though he was behind me.)

"Did I miss somthing?" He asks. I just laugh. "Just some sibling stuff. What took you so long anyway?" I ask him. ".....I sorta fell......alot....." He says sheepishly. I giggle. "At least your okay" I tell him. He blushes. "Well let's go home. Evan do you want to come with?" I ask him. He nods.

So we head to our house, wanting to eat some food. Once we get home I get a message on my phone.

Mom:have you seen zoe!? I checked the cameras and she isn't home.

(They have secretary cams.)

"Have you seen zoe!? Mom doesn't know where she is!?" I say. "No" they both say at once. I text her asking her where she was.

Zo-Zo:I'm at a friend's house.

(Sends pic of her and friend for proof)

Shortie:Zoe mom Is worried! She doesn't know where you are!

"She's at a friend's. Where good."I tell con. He didn't really care but he still did.

"Lets just eat." Says Conner. We nod in agreement.

Two updates in one day!? Woooowww.  I just had some motivation i guess. Ok peace. Love you guys!

- Emmy💖💜❤