All I Want Is Love; book #1

I'm not who you think I am

            Lucas POV♡♡♡

if you read my authors note you know that this chapter got deleted so the details that were very amazing won't be the same sadly but I'll try very hard doe OK.

     I hate it when everyone thinks they know everything  about be just because I'm popular.  You know nothing about me i didn't ask to be popular people made me popluar.  I never was one of those kids  who watched sports with their dad to make them happy. I was that kid who would rather read a book and i wasn't beautiful back then it was all puberty.  Jared was my dad's favorite by a long shot he was "Hot" as girl said.  My father was never for me in his mind i was a girl i didn't play sports. Jared didn't help either he was popular loved by everyone which made everyone look highly of me in middle school and high. I didn't want to play football but it was something you had to do if you were a guy and popular in Woodmere.  I never liked  Tara it was just she was the head cheerleader and i was the football captain we were a power couple in people's eyes (I know super cliché). Ella gave me a new perspective on love, she made everything right she made me forget about all the stupid shut my father did to me. Her eyes were so pretty everything about her was so beautiful. 

     The Thing is I moved with Jared to California after mom died, dad wasn't in the right mind and bought a house and tickets to go to Cali.  We moved here when Jared was in 7th. I have shit to fix back in New York with my dad ex-girlfriend friends and I really want to go to NYU  get out of Cali for a while. Oh yes that means I won't be with Ella but  if my life isn't right I don't want to ruin hers. I love Ella and I know she will understand well I hope she does.

        "Hey baby you OK you seem out of it today" Ella said.

         "I'm going back to  New York I'm going to NYU well hopefully" I said.

           Ella seemed sad but gave me a happy smile.

             "I hope you make it  I really do" Ella said.

              and Ladies and gentlemen that's why I love this girl so understanding  everything I want in a girl.

             "it's totally fine because I'm moving to England I'm going to Cambridge" Ella said.

           "I'm happy for you well you know what they say if you love someone set them free right" I said.

        "Your right but I'm just saying after those four years there is no doubt in my mind the I won't still be in love with the Lucas Brown" Ella said.

Awwwww Ella that's cute right yes is. OK so if you guys know the "You killed my parents chapter was also deleted Idek how but I will be making that one better to because I didn't like it anyways. 

UPDATE: AUGUST 10TH HOPEFULLY.

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~Chrystal