All I Want Is Love; book #1

Thhe year is almost over?

After my date/sleepover with Jake i could never be more happy in my life. I spend most of my time texting Jake or getting calls from Jessica in Mexico. She isn't coming back because her dad got an amazing job over there which is very sad for me. Jared and lauren came back and let me tell you Lucas got in a lot of trouble , use condoms were everywhere in his room and besides that Lauren found panties too. The sad part was Lucas was leaving in a week, even though i really didnt like him he did keep me alive. I  was leaving for Cambridge soon, how do I tell  Jake. I also applied to uni in Cali and got accepted all Jake have to say is  he loves me and he wants me to stay.  I really love him, have we even. confessed our love yet?

            Jake: I'm picking you up in 5 see you soon.

              Me: OK .

 

         Even better I could tell him there. Or could I?

           "Hey" Jake said.

            I looked at Jake and he was so happy. how could I tell him this news?

           "I have to..... tell you something" I said.

            Jake smiled, but he looked confused by my response.

          "Um sure anything you can be honest with me" Jake said.

            I smiled really big at Jake. How could I tell him? Just tell him.

         "it got accepted to Cambridge and I'm probably going" I said very quickly.

              Jake didn't respond just looked at me, I could tell he was upset. It hurt me so much in so many ways possible.

              "i want you to be happy and going to Cambridge makes you happy I say do it" Jake said.

            I smiled but I wanted him to be selfish. I really did.

              "Jake I want you to be honest with me, your a huge part of my life remember that" I replied.

              Jake take a moment respond. I could tell he was thinking of telling me the truth or what I wanted to hear.

              "I want you to stay here with me but Cambridge is such a huge thinking I would be taking that away from you" Jake said.

              "Why don't we break up for a year long distance never works, I love you but if you love me as much as you say I will talk to you every day of my life   and video chat" I said.

      I was already crying I loved Jake and I knew I did.

           "Fine a year off one night stands make outs and stuff are totally available to do during that break correct" Jake asked.

        I frowned a little bit but went back to smiling.

           " Well, yes  if that's what you want to do" I replied.

               "Let's go hang out my house okay because this will be  a night I will treasure for ever,  when do you leave" Jake asked.

           " I leave after graduation" I said.

                Jake frowned.

        "In 3 days" Jake replied.

         OK say what you want I have a test Monday book reports due homework I don't have time for a book so after this chapter I will have about 3 to 5 chapters left. anyways once this book is done if this book gets more reads you guys can comment if you want a specific chapter in  Jakes lucas lauren Jared Eleanor or  Jessica POVS.  I will absolutely do it that means this book will never be officially done but once I write the epilogue I will have many bonus chapters and Q&A  if ya want so comment. COMMENT COMMENT.   bye lovely ducklings see you next weekend.