All I Want Is Love; book #1

Moving on

I thought that Jake and I were a forever thing. He loved me I loved him, but maybe that's just in movies. I spent all night thinking about what I done, was it even the right thing? I woke up and decided  to spend a whole year in the shower crying my eyes and feeling sad. If love was all about getting hurt I don't ever want to be loved again. I got out of the shower and wore sweat pants, a black shirt,  and my Tom's. I put my hair in a messy bun and went down stairs to eat some breakfast. I didn't want to bother Lauren so I called myself a cab and started to eat some toast. I went to check my phone and saw I  had misscalls  and voicemails  from Jake. I quickly  texted him about me leaving and got  off my phone. While waiting for  the cab Lauren came out.

    "Your leaving?, anyways what did Jake do?, you still have the ring on" Lauren  asked.

        My mind stopped I didn't know why, maybe because  I love him.

     "His mother would take him off  the will if  he was with me I couldn't do that to Jake" I replied.

     My sister laughed:" your phone went buzzing I don't think he cares".

    At that moment the  cab came and I hugged  Lauren and left. I loved LA  but without Jake my place wasn't here  anymore. I reached the airport  and my flight was delayed . I was beyond pissed  not only that Jake was there......I walked as quickly  as possible  away from him. I quickly  went to see  when my plane would come, I had about 15 more minutes.  I knew what I was doing even though I was sad I was doing the right thing. Once I was on the plane everything felt a little  bit better. I relaxed and didn't even think about Jake. This young girl was sitting next to me her name was  Charlotte.

            I was terrified  of living in England because  it was  a place I would be with Jake. If I didn't take the trip to see him maybe none  of this would of happened. I picked  up my bags and headed  to my dorm. Jessica was singing and dancing. It felt good to be back.

       "Ella  your back!!! Can you believe  it  your getting married.... am I your maid of honor" Jess  asked.

       I shook my head and tried to not let her see me cry.

    

    "No more wedding so don't worry about it I'm fine I'm good, I'm moving on I was too young anyways" I replied.

       "He cheat on you" jess  asked.

          I shook my head again crying a little harder. He was so sweet he never did anything  to me.

      "I broke up with him because  his mother would take him off  her will if he married me" I replied.

         Jessica looked at me with a dissapointed  look. "He doesn't care trust me he came  over here about 2 times  wondering  if you came  yet".

     I had looked up at Jessica and I smiled a little bit.

    "He came here, he is in England " I asked.

     Jessica nodded  her  head and went back to reading. I felt happy to know he cared so much I just love him so much I can't believe  that  I wouldn't be with him anymore. I wouldn't wake up to him or be able to kiss him anymore. His soft lips, everything  about him was so beautiful  it left me breathless.  I wanted to go back and tell him how much I loved him and wanted to get  married right then and there. The fact that some girl can go and get him hurt me in so many  ways. I heard a knock on the door and I quickly  ran to see if it was Jake. I was surely right it was Jake my Jake. He stood there and he didn't even smile.

          "Can I come  in" Jake asked

  I left him come in I wanted to kiss him and tell I loved him over and over again.

     "Jake I'm sorry I did the wrong thing I seriously  love you and I can't imagine my life without and I hope you want me back" I said.

        I only wanted him I've looked for someone  my whole high school life  and I can't help to tell you that Jake is the one and I hope he forgives me.

         "I can't do that Eleanor, there was another reason  why you broke up with me and called off the wedding,  so much was on the line I'm sorry ella " Jake replied.

   I felt hot tears coming  and I couldn't  let him see me like this not again.

      "Bye Jake" I said.

      I went to my  bed and Jessica  was still reading.

        "I think it's time I move on" I replied.

        Wait do they even get back together.......... idk  but you must stay and read  the epilogue  to know what happenes  I can't believe  I'll be writing one more chapter of this story then I'm done. This journey was amazingly  fun and I'm going to  miss this alot.
I hope you liked this chapter. Some or most of your unanswered  questions  will be answered next chapter