As of right now every chapter will be written in Eleanor's Pov I want to keep the boys POV a mystery now to get the story going.
Well that just happened I kissed Ryan,well I don't know but I felt some sort of spark connection between us, it was beautiful. I have always been shy and wore the most geekiest clothes in the world I don't know how any boy could possibly find this attractive.
beauty is within and also you are pretty.
Ah that made my ego feel better.
I walked slowly upstairs thinking of what just happened over and over again it's just sureal. I didn't kiss him he kissed me, but I kissed back ugh. I'm still in a relationship well a very unfaithful one it's time to end this once and for all.
me. hey I have to talk to you about something.
Lucas: yeah sure what.
me: I'm breaking up with you, we aren't even faithful it's very miserable for the both of us.
Lucas: yeah that's all then bi.
He took that better then I did well that just goes to show that our relationship was a fake. How come I can't be happy for once I mean my mom and dad died and now I'm miserable I can't even be happy for a second because everything bad always happens to me. I haven't talked to my sister in forever I needed to talk to her.
"How is the wedding planning going" I asked
"Great I have a dress the church the party place and the date, we need to go bridesmaids shopping though" Lauren said.
"Of course we do what about tomorrow I have finished all my summer reading and work already I'm free" I said.
Lauren nodded and I left the room I can't believe my sister is getting married. I'm just happy she found the person who she truly loves. Why can't I be happy?
I needed to sleep Ryan made life a whole lot harder.
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In the morning it was very awkward eating breakfast. The pancakes were amazing, but Lauren didn't know Lucas and I broke up. I got death glares from Lucas here and there while eating. I can't stand this no more they need to know why we aren't talking.
"We aren't dating anymore I'm fine Lauren I'm happy really happy and I mean it" I said with a huge smile on my face.
I was happy I felt better but I saw Lucas face he wasn't to happy with my response but I don't care what he thinks anyways.
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After breakfast I took a quick shower and got ready for the busy day. I wore my loose shorts and a blue crop top and my black flats. I wanted something comfortable and easy to take off for the day.
"Jackie, Lucy, Dolly, Katty and Jane will meet us at the shop" Lauren said.
I'm surprised Lauren picked this bridesmaids shop it's super expensive it's the best in Cali. "Nikki's bridesmaids gowns" I always went window shopping with my best friend all the time here. Once we were all seated Lauren got up before the lady came over to help us.
"Eleanor will you be my maid of honor and walk me down the aile?" Lauren asked.
I was shocked but extremely happy I loved my sister and I would do anything to make sure she was happy.
"Yes I would love to, it would be an honor" I said.
My sister was extremely happy and I was happy I was able to that. The bridal lady finally came to help us out here.
"Hello I'm Rosie, and I'll be helping you find the best bridesmaids and maid of honor dresses as well, who is the bride" Roise said.
"Me I'm Lauren" Lauren said.
"Wonderful now when is the wedding" Roise asked.
Well isn't she nosey ugh I don't want to spend all day here I have a lunch date with Lauren.
"September 20th I would like the dress to be semi long strapless as well, the colors are turquoise and white so the dress should be turquoise" Lauren said
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After about what felt like forever we finally got dresses for all of us. the bridesmaids dress were short turquoise strapless dresses. As of my dresses it's a semi long turquoise dress with ruffles at the bottom. The dresses were really beautiful. After that Lauren and i went on our lunch date to catch up, yeah i know we live in the same house but we dont talk to much the house is huge.
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When I reached home I went to charge my phone it was dead all day. I got 2 text messages well I'm not popular so I'm not surprised.
Ryan: Hey I just wanted to say that kiss ment something and I hoped it did to you too.
Ryan: I like you.
me: I like you too( as a friend).
Wait did I just friend zoned Ryan no no no ugh lord I need to fix this asap what if he gives up on me.
Ryan: Your hard to get and I like that.
Hello i finished another chapter I think is my longest Chapter so far. As of now the chapter will be longer and drama filled. Updates are not going to be up as much anymore due to school being almost here. My Update schedule starting in Septemeber will be every 3 weeks are so.
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All I Want Is Love; book #1
RomanceEleanor Taylor is a 17 year old girl. She never had a boyfriend never kissed a guy and is still a virgin. After her sister Lauren finds the love of her life and is about to be married all Eleanor wants is love. Being a dork having no parents and n...
