My Life

14/09/18

Nancy is a bitch.

There's no denying it. I told Stacey to shut up because she was being annoying again, and Nancy thought that I directed it towards her. Then I asked what they were talking about, and she was all like, 'Oh you were talking to Stacey!'. And then I left, cause I knew she was talking crap about me again. That little bitch. Always talking crap about me behind my back. Shawn, my mom and dad do the same. I already know it. They don't even need to try to deny it.

They're making me seem like the person who is overreacting rn, I can hear them right now.

Tomorrow I have to go watch some people do sports that will be classified as a school day, cause we missed so much when there was the flood. I have to wake up at 5:50 instead of 5 am like usual because the bus will be picking me and brother up at 6:35 ish.

Tomorrow afternoon I will be going to my grandma's with Nancy. I hope she won't make me get all pissed at her. Also known as 'I hope she doesn't act like her bitchy self'. Because I love my grandma, and I don't want her to deal with our drama.

There was no school today because it was raining like crazy, there was even a bit of hail at one point. Because of no school, I slept in until a bit past 6 am.

God dammit I miss Ashley. She is literally the best person I have ever met. I love that girl to death. I have to wait three more months until I can see her. I wish that those three months would go by sooner. It will have been a year when I see Ashley again. Can you imagine that? Going a year without seeing your best friend. Like, words can't even describe how much I love and miss my boo. I call her boo, it's sort of just a habit I've developed lately. I don't like her like that, ew, she's my cousin. Like, I know she's pretty and all, but no way in any dimension would I see her like that.

This kid from my old school, let's call him Cody? Yeah. Cody has a girlfriend named (I am just going to call her Kylie), and she low-key pretty. It's probably just my bisexual ass talking, but she is gorgeous. Obviously I have not told Cody, but Kylie is beautiful. I told him not to treat her the way he treated me. Yes, we dated. It was mainly because he admitted to having feelings for me and I felt bad to reject him, but it only lasted a few weeks. He acted like such a stuck up jerk towards me and I wasn't dealing with it anymore. He kept begging for nudes basically, I was only 13 at the time. Like, da fudge? Anyway, I can already tell that Kylie is a great girl, and I low-key would slide into those DMS if I had her social media. But she is dating Cody, so I can't. Plus she probably isn't real enough. She's probably one of those basic girls who act like they are 5 years older than they actually are.

I have been ranting... hopefully you don't mind (whoever is reading).