Pieces Are Missing Without You (cashby)

Trust

Austin POV

I woke up in my bed, covered to my head by blankets and stripped to my boxers. What had happened last night? Or tonight? I don't even know where I am, so why am I worried about where my clothes are.

I looked around the room, noticing the familiarity of the room. Had I been here before? I suddenly felt a prescence in the room and jolted my head around to stare at m yattacker.To my demise it was Alan, the short, ginger haired boy with freckles and a few scattered tattoos. He grinned at me and laughed as I jolted my head up to look at him in the eyes. I could see a flint of hurt and disappointment, but also hopefullness and general happiness. How could someone show such emotion in his eyes and only show compusure on the outside.

"Hey Alan... uh can you tell me why I'm at your house?" i whispered, hoping and praying that he hadnt kidnapped me.

"uh well, you see, uh um, you kind of passed out on the beach."

"uh, it's probably just my stupid heart medication. uh" I said while letting out a small sigh of relief that it wasnt something serious. "I proably just didnt eat in time, it's okay Alan."

He smiled at me and rubbed his neck and turned to leave the room. I guess I'd btter ask now or forever hold my peace.

"Hey Alan, what's going on with us?" I whisper yelled.

"Well Austin, what do you mean?"

"well I mean, why are we procrastinating? We both know we like each other and we both don't want to admit to each other."

"Well I do like you Aus, it's just it's complicated."

"what's complicated about love, Alan?" I shouted becoming more and more aggravated by the moment.

"I have a past, Austin and you don't need to get mixd up with me." he said with a pout on his face.

"what type of past?" I said, suddenly feeling nervous for Alan and not for myself at all. I knew my love for Alan is inevitable and I will love him untl I die, but will he trust me enough to tell me about his past, no matter how devistating it could be?

"It doesn't matter. Just drop it." He said with an angry tone.

"Fine, but know that I'll always be here for you, no matter what Alan, I love you."

He took a few steps back and bolted for the door. What did I say?

With an instant he bolted out the door and ran down the street before I could even get out the door. Alan was gone. My love was gone. Forever? Who knows?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Alright i'm sorry I havent updated. Ive been super busy and I know this is super short but its conflicted. ILY and vote and comment and if you have plot suggestions dm me because im so confused as to where im going with this story. bye :) ignore any errors. I'm on my new laptop that I just today so yeah.