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A/N- Please don't get mad at me for this. That picture up there was made by a good friend of mine. Love her~ ❣️

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I see Jungkook...Jungkook?! And who is the girl next to him? My question is answered when Jungkook uncovers her veil and gives her a kiss. Soomin?...Soomin?? Why Soomin?! I should of known I was played. Why was I so stupid. I was so blind. Even that dream I had did not make anything clear. Now it just hit me, it's so clear. I'm not blind anymore. I stand up and make my way to the bathroom. I can't just sit here and pretend to be happy for them when it's killing me.

In the bathroom...

My tears wont stop. They just keep flowing like a stream. I look in the mirror to see the mess I've created. "Why are you crying? This is what you wanted. Stop being sad. You never even loved him anyway" I say to myself. I open my bag to get something to clean myself up and cover my pink, swollen face. No one will know I was crying.


After party...


I swirl the glass of wine in my hand that I had been starting at for a long time. I start talking to myself again and let everything in my mind go.

"I did well, didn't I? tsk tsk. This is what I wanted, I should be happy. Happy for them and myself. I can stay in school and do anything I want. I don't have to be with Jungkook. I did say that Soomin can have him. I did say I'll never love him. I sai-why am I crying again?" I say as I wipe my tears. "Cheers to me" I hold my glass in the air and chug the wine down. Alcohol will never taste great but that doesn't bother me now.

???-"Y/n."

I quickly turn to the source of that voice.

Y/n-"Wahhhh look at you now. How may I help you Jungkook-shi?"

Jungkook-"Shi? I thought you'd just call me Jungkook now?"

Y/n-"Or should I say Mr.Jeon? Oo I like that. It sound better."

Jungkook-"Listen Y/n-

Y/n-"I'm sorry but, you are now married. Now you don't want to cause any trouble right Mr.Jeon? A newly married man cheating with his wife's sister. Hmmmmm, that's sounds about right." I say as I applaud. "It would sound great wouldn't it?" I give him a grin and a thumbs up.

Jungkook-"Y/n why are you being like this?!"

Y/n-"Excuse me, being like what? Saying the truth? Well sorry, truth is always the best. I'll take my leave now."

Before I could leave he grabs my wrist and looked at my eyes.

Jungkook-"Were you crying?" he says noticing my puffy eyes. "Why??"

Y/n-"That's none of your business. Now let me go." I say pushing myself away from him.

Jungkook-"Please just listen to me!" He brings me closer to him and hugs me.

Y/n-"I will not listen to a stranger. Let me go!" I try to push him again. "Jungkook if you were smart you would go back to your wife. She must be waiting for you. That's the person who needs you the most. I don't need you anymore. You can get lost now!"

Jungkook-"Please Y/n, Please?"

Y/n-" Jungkook-shi, let me make it clear to you, from now on we are strangers, got that! Let's not cross paths again. You won't see me and I won't see you ever again. Let this be the last!" I say pulling my body away with full strength.

Jungkook-"Don't leave me." He says in a whisper.

I walk away pretending I did not hear what he said. The tears that I was holding in finally escape.

It should have been me. It should have been me smiling in a beautiful dress. It should have been me taking his hand. Is this the reason he was ignoring me? Is that why he did not tell me the reason he was leaving? Did he know the whole time? I am so stupid to believe he actually loved me. I get to the car and just let it all out. I couldn't hold it in anymore.


A few weeks later...


Y/n-"And this is why I love you."

Y/n-"Jimin? Jimin? JIMIN!"

Jimin got startled and fell off the bed.

Y/n-"What happened to you???"

Jimin-"I fell asleep because you kept talking. Tsk, so annoying."

Y/n-"Yeah, like you don't talk."

Jimin's face lightens up when he received a notification.

Jimin-"Ooooh!"

Y/n-"What? What?"

Jimin-"It's Oppa!"

Y/n-"Jimin is there something you're not telling me? You're straight right? Jmin? Jimin? JIMIN!"

Jimin-"WHAT! You need to stop that and NO I'm not gay."

Y/n-"Yeah sure and I'm married to Jungkook."

Jimin-"Wait, Jungkook? Y/n you said you will forget about him and move on. You even told me if I mention his name you will kill me. You know how scared I am. Please don't hit me." He says covering himself with one of my pillows.

Y/n-"Oh wow. I won't hit you." I say laughing "Jungkook..." My smile disappears.

Y/n-"I was too late."

Jimin-"Okay, let's not talk about this, hmm?" He stands up and start doing girl group dances and tries to sing like them.

Y/n-"Oh my lord, stop." I say holding in my laughter.

Jimin-"Ha, made you smile." and he continues.

I don't stay happy for long again. That's when Jimin stops dancing and gives me a hug.

Jimin-"Y/n, please stay strong. I'm sure there is a better man for you. No one can pass a beautiful girl like you. If they do, they are the biggest losers and I'll beat them up for you."

Y/n-"T-thanks Jimin!" I start to sob on his shoulder.

Jimin-"Let it all out honey." He says patting my back, sounding like a girl. I start laughing again.


Jimin, this is why I love you. I have no one else to turn to, but you. Thank you.


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A/n- Thanks for reading!

⚠️ The next few chapters will contain some things. Such as rape, but won't get into detail. No smut. Read for your own good. None of this happened in real life. ⚠️

💗💗Please still read, lol. Sorry for any mistakes. I'm not that perfect. BYE NOW. 💗💗

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