What I never told you

Panic

A/N: Hello, whoever was waiting for Chapter 2! I hope you enjoy this Chapter and I'm sorry if it's short. I hope you can still enjoy it! 

A/N: 22.08.2024 Hello! Still changing the chapters, please enjoy!

Adam's POV

Moans and groans woke me up. It was weird being used to sleeping alone for almost your whole life and suddenly sharing the bed with a pregnant woman. But. it was even weirder if you were slowly falling in love with this person and heard her moan in the middle of the night.

But something that usually was sensual quickly turned into something scary.

I began to wonder if Y/N was dreaming. Was it a nightmare or a...do women have wet dreams?

I turned around to face her, and just now noticed that she was sweating.

My fingers brushed her face, and instead of brushing her hair away, I felt her warm skin - was she running a fever?

,,Y/N?" I called, slowly trying to wake her up.

I could feel my heart beating quicker.

Blood rushed up my head ,,Is there something to measure fever?" I asked myself.

None told me that having a girlfriend would also mean having a lot of medical gadgets at home, but after Y/N moved in we indeed had more medicine.

But right now I was pretty reassured, that we did have something to measure her fever.

I quickly washed it off before putting it in her mouth, waiting for the results.

,,Holy-" I gasped out loud. My body reacted immediately, my fingers dialed the hospital's number asking for an ambulance as soon as possible. The woman on the other side of the phone told me step by step what there was to do - from opening the door to putting a cold cloth on her forehead to try to get the fever down. And even though the woman was reassuring me that help was on the way, I had the feeling that way too much time passed until someone finally took Y/N. Paramedics walked in and surrounded her while I asked Owen for emotional support in the hospital when the decision was official that she would have to go to the hospital. 

,,Everything will be fine, Queen,'' I mumbled one last time, her hands in mine as we drove towards the hospital. Owen replied that he would be there as soon as possible but I was honestly surprised to see him there when I was sent back to the waiting room ,,Oh, you called them all,'' I noticed and settled down on the chair, my hands put together to keep them from trembling ,,What happened?'' Lisa asked me and took a seat next to me, her eyes were glassy and I could imagine how scared she was in the moment. Matt on the other side was still half asleep, he didn't even wear the same shoes and Doris wasn't wearing any makeup, making her look pretty pale. The only one, who looked normal, was Chris, and since it was very late, it was even weirder that he did look normal. 

,,Honestly, I don't know myself. I woke up after I heard some noise and when I turned around to check on her, she was glowing,'' I finally answered Lisa's question, who was now holding my hand. She was just about to say something when suddenly a man in a white gown walked out. I immediately got up, anxious for whatever he would tell me. 

,,Who's the Guardian for Miss Y/LN?'' he asked.

,,I am, Doctor, is my girlfriend alright? Is the baby healthy?'' I asked him and just now I noticed how my voice was trembling. I felt numb and I was scared that my mind would trick me and make me believe something the doctor didn't say.

,,Yes, she's sleeping right now. It is still unknown to us why she had such a high fever. We will run some more tests but for now we believe that it's a virus,'' he explained. He looked calm, making me aggressive for no reason, even though that had to mean something good. 

,,Can I visit my girlfriend?'' I asked him, sure that he would allow me to see her, make sure of it for myself. Let me smell her hair and hold her hand, let me feel the baby's movements and wait for Y/N to wake up. I was sure that-

,,No'' the doctor shortly responded, looking down at his chart, almost annoyed with my question. Owen stepped next to me, glaring at the doctor ,,Doc, this asshole called me in the middle of the night. I made sure to call everyone who was standing here because we were worried. Can't you let him check on her for a second? I mean, look how bad he looks,'' Owen's words should have hurt me, but instead, I hoped that his speech would make him change his mind. However, the doctor stayed strong and instead explained to me that there were visiting hours and that he now had to see other patients. And just like that, he left me. 

,,I guess he doesn't have anyone to be worried about,'' a deep voice laughed, making me sigh. These tasteless jokes were the last thing I needed ,,Colin, just shut up,'' I mumbled almost automatically, and as soon as those words left my mouth, I realized what I just said. My heart almost stopped beating while my body reacted on its own and turned around, facing him. Colin. 

,,I was in the city because of an audition and Matt called me and informed me that Y/N was in the hospital. But really, I never expected you to make her pregnant right after I'm gone!'' he laughed.  I wasn't sure, if this was the perfect reaction or if I should be angry at him for not caring more. 

I never expected Colin to make Y/N pregnant, vanish for music leaving us behind and leaving her heartbroken. I never expected Y/N to tell me about her pregnancy and I never expected myself to help her, to lie to everyone and assure her, that I would raise another man's child as mine. But I also never expected to fall in love with the girlfriend of my best friend, to kiss her for the first time in a hospital after finding out that she was pregnant with a girl. I didn't expect to become emotional after hearing the heartbeat for the first time and I didn't expect us to sleep together afterwards. I never expected this kind of a relationship but I also never expected to see Colin so soon. To have to explain how this happened in such a short time. And since I never expected any of these things I suddenly thought of as soon as I saw him, I didn't have a better answer ,,Things happened...'' and suddenly, I wondered if he would want to take her back, would she go back? Would I survive losing something that was never mine? 

,,Yeah, I see, a lot happened,'' he answered while he smiled at Chris - his replacement.