What I never told you

Safety

A/N I'm honestly sorry that I missed to post something for last week. I just didn't know how to go on with this story. So but now I think that I will be able to finish the story soon -don't worry, this is not the end. But this is the middle of an exciting story! Or so I hope. Now, enjoy the story!

A/N: Edited on the 25.08.2024

Y/N POV

,,Hello? Hi Lisa! How are you babe?"
,,Hello, Y/N! I'm well...I'm working right now. Well, to be honest I was enjoying my break. What do you think? Should we eat together?" Lisa asked me through the phone.
I patted my belly.
Soon I would be able to hold my baby in my arms, it wouldn't be bad to enjoy some time for myself, right? 
,,Yeah! Adam's still working and I didn't eat yet. I will come over." I told her and I was looking out to meeting her. 
She quickly agreed and cut the call. 

I was almost at my due date and I was honestly loving my body, I was glowing and felt sexy. I changed into a pretty dress and put on some music while I listened to our band's song. Chris voice was so beautiful. Suddenly, a melody that was well-known to me began to play, and my heart skipped a beat. I stopped breathing while I listened to it - it was my melody. Back then Colin had the rights and so he was the owner, but I didn't expect him to use it. I took a deep breath trying to not cry - and failed. 

,,Hi! Gosh, Y/N you look bad!" Lisa greeted me and hugged me. 
,,Thank you. Really!" I answered, well, my hormones weren't easy to handle and after I heard the melody I didn't feel as pretty as I did before. But I didn't have any time left to take care of it. But it didn't matter because what was important was to enjoy some time as we did in the past when no danger or brutality was waiting for us. We ordered some food and talked about the work and how silly Matt was until Lisa talked about something that wasn't my favorite topic.  
It's nice to sit like that, like the old days. 

,,Who's Sam, Y/N?" she asked me as she put three Rigatoni into her mouth.
I looked at her. She just chewed them as if her question didn't just trigger me. But this question did - it triggered me. I felt scared and a lot of memories passed my head. I remember the time I left him and found him again, when I found out that he wanted to marry me, and when he beat up Colin. I still remember the feelings from back then. I didn't want to answer her but Lisa was waiting, she was eating her pasta and after she gulped her food she went on ,,Could it be, that he's the one who did this to Adam?" she asked me. Again, she put a few Rigatoni into her mouth and waited for my answer while I thought about her words. Could it be that he was the one who was trying to destroy my happiness? 

,,Are you crazy? You snapped. There's no way that he would go this far!" I responded. Of course, I wasn't sure about it myself. But, why should he? Or, why shouldn't he?
,,Y/N please stay calm. It's just that-"
,,No Lisa. You snapped. You know nothing," I laughed and got up. I slammed some money on the table and glared one last time at her before I left. I didn't turn around when she called me, I just walked out. But I couldn't. I needed some time for myself, to think about what she just said. Could it be possible? Was Adam in danger? Was my future, my family in danger? I couldn't handle the fears that overcame me and before I could even get home, I needed to sit down for a bit and calm down. 
Everything was bad. Everything was wrong. Nothing was the way I wanted. 
I was carrying Colin's baby but stayed at Adam's side. At first, I was scared of doing it alone, because I didn't want Colin to hate this baby. And at some point, I fell in love with Adam. But I still couldn't be honest with Colin even though he was here. I was still the selfish person I was in the past, I fell in love with someone else and was once again hurting this person and putting him in danger. 

,,Why are you crying, beauty?'' a man asked me, and I didn't have to look up to know that this was him. Sam. I perhaps whispered his name, I wasn't sure because I was a bit out of myself. He took my hand while he whsipered ,,Come beauty, I will save you. This is too painful, I know,''

And before I could tell him to leave me alone, he led me to his car. His eyes showed pure craziness and a sharp pain overtook me and a towel was pressed on my face making me pass out.I don't know how much time passed or where I was - I just knew that I wasn't alone and tha two people were arguing. 

,,YOU PUT TOO MUCH CLOROFORM ON THE TOWEL!" the woman was screaming.
,,I'm sorry. I didn't know that this would cause such a mess...." Sam cried.
,,Of course this would cause a big mess. She's pregnant! You should have known that she could go into labor anytime!" the woman snapped.
Before I could even realize what they were talking about, a sharp pain went through my body once again.
At that moment I knew, they were talking about me.
I moaned in pain, what the hell was happening...? I was even too weak to move a finger.
,,Oh, dear!" the woman came beside me and put me into a comfortable position.
,,Mom....?" I asked her and closed my eyes once again...