Nyctophilia ||BTS Gang! AU! x male! OC! || {ON HOLD}

Chapter 18 : "Apology Not accepted...."

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3rd P.O.V

Kijun slumped down, so now his legs are in  'W' position
It was as if All the air was knocked out of his lungs

He couldn't believe it.
The only person who was there For him and cared for him aside from his mother, Was the male  Right in front him

He could feel all kind of Emotions
Joy, Confusion, Anger, Hurt

And jungkook noticed Them All
He understood Why These emotions we're shown by the younger, After all he was The cause behind Most of them

Before Jungkook could open his mouth, He felt A hard impact Colliding with his chest, Hot tears Following shortly after, soaking His Dark shirt

Jungkook's eyes widened as he realized What has occurred, The young boy was crying and sobbing, His form shaking as he Bawled his eyes out,His small fists Colliding With The large male but not so much force being in it

Jungkook didn't know what to do, he was never good at comforting crying people, well at least not anymore, His hands were hovering over the shaking Boy, He wasn't sure if he should or shouldn't Embrace him.
He wanted to comfort The Shaking Boy, He really did, But nonetheless He stayed frozen in his place, he feared that if he touched Kijun he would only make the matter worse

"W-why?" Croaked a small voice from under him, making him look down at the source only to be met with bundle of soft fluff that was sprawled everywhere, yet he detected no eyes

"Huh?"

Jungkook was caught off guard and the only think he
managed to utter was truly disappointing.

Kijun was no longer shaking, but few hiccups escaped his slightly plump lips, He leaned back and casted his glaze on Jungkook, his  eyes connecting with the latter male

"Why did you Leave me?"

Jungkook's heart tugged with pain, he felt the guilt building up, he looked away not being able to look at the heartbroken eyes of Kijun's

"I'm sorry" was all he could manage to say, again, disappointing the Young male

"I don't want an apology! I want an explanation!" Jungkook mentally flinched at how broken he sounded

"What happened To 'I'll always be on your side' bullshit! I thought we were supposed to stick together hyung.. but what did you do? Ditch me when I most needed you..."
"Kijun-ah-"
"Save it! I don't want to hear it" Kijun was not having it, He was broken, he felt betrayed, how couldn't he? The only person he relied on, the only person he trusted , and that person just Left him to die in an ally 4 years ago

"Nobody loves you Kijunie , That's why he left you, because he knew better than letting a waste of space live"

Kijun frowned upon hearing what the voice said, he wanted to protest against it, and say that Jungkook Did in fact cared for him, but given no evidence to his case, and more to the opposite, he was left with no option but to believe What the voice is telling him

He bit his lips and stood up, Shutting his eyes and letting out a heavy breath, Jungkook was in the same position, he never moved, the words hit him like a wall of bricks, Every single syllable that came out from Kijun's lips were true, and he couldn't deny it
He only got excuses that he couldn't explain, fearing that it will only make The younger to hate him more than he is right now

Kijun just sighed and ruffled his hair in frustration, he turned around and looked at the dejected state of jungkook

A part of His heart told him to forgive and move on, and maybe there's hope to go back to their old Friendship, on the other hand, a bigger part told him to leave him to soak in guilt and live the pain he was forced to live in because of him, and then  Consider Forgiving him

Agreeing on the second option, he nodded to himself and looked at the backdoors of the van, bringing his leg up, he sucked in a large breath before swiftly bringing down his leg Making sure it collides with Where the lock is located, and just like that,  a small sound of metal breaking reasoned in the air, making the Young boy smile in satisfaction as the doors opened

The van was still moving, and the thing they could do is jump while it's moving, he looked back at Jungkook, the sound of the lock breaking brought him back to earth

"Are you coming or not?" Kijun said, his back facing the male, Jungkook just stood up, walking until he's standing beside kijun

"I can explain, I promise... Just not now. " Jungkook said, his voice holding a bit of hesitation

Kijun just nodded his head, not showing much care, at this point he didn't care, he was beyond Broken, and he didn't care about what kind of explanation jungkook has

"Whatever.." with that being muttered by the Young boy, he jumped off, his body Rollin to reduce the impact with the Asphalt, jungkook following closely behind

Durning the time they were walking back to the car where they left, was silent, Kijun navigating through the dark streets of Seoul

"How do you know where we are going?" Jungkook asked breaking the silence between the two

Kijun was not giving him his attention, as he replied his eyes darting left and right before going left

"While you were trying to get out of the Zip ties like the barbarian you are, I counted how many lefts and rights we were going through...so far we got 24 lefts and 12 rights to go through before we reach your car"

Jungkook was dumbfounded once again, how did he not think of that? He wanted to protest against the fact he just called him a barbarian, but he held his tongue and let the silence take in once again

After some time, 5 lefts and 7 rights, to be exact, he broke in the silence once again

"Kijun-ah..." He called softly
"Hmm?"

"I'm Sorry"

Kijun stopped in his tracks.

"Apology not accepted.....Yet"

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