Nyctophilia ||BTS Gang! AU! x male! OC! || {ON HOLD}

Chapter 22 : Punishments

3rd POV

By the time jungkook ended his story; he was a crying mess, and kijun was no better.

the younger had his hands clinched to the extent where his knuckles turned white as his once brother, had his hands tangled in his hair, gripping firmly on multiple random strands and tugging on them

"I'm sorry kijun-ah, I'm so sorry,"
Jungkook chocked out as his teeth were clenched and eyes pouring fat tears none stop

"Jungkook-ah.." kijun muttered, his tone soft, too soft to be heard, his gaze was tense but not as tense and rigid as his figure

"It's all my fault! I should've died in that ally! "

"Jungkook stop.."

" It's me! It's all because of me! I should've killed myself-"

"I SAID STOP!"

Jungkook was brought out of his panic zone after he found himself pinned down to the floor, his hands no longer tugging at his locks, but instead they were in a steel grip, cutting almost all the blood circulation in his wrist

He looked up to the boy pinning him, expecting to see a look of anger. Rage! Just anything to make him feel hate from the boy!

Yet instead he only found tears dripping on his cheeks causing his eyes to flutter.

"Kijun-ah..." Jungkook muttered in a shock

"Don't say these words," he choked out, his eyes never meeting jungkook's, instead he hanged his head low letting his hair cover his emotions...or at least that's what he hoped for

"I don't care if you have betrayed me, I don't care if you have stabbed me that night, a betrayer or not, I'd never wish death upon you, and I'd never wish you'd kill yourself, so don't you dare repeat these words"

He looked up and finally let his watery gaze meet jungkook's stunned ones, he hoped despite his tears; jungkook would be able to see how serious he was, how much he meant his words, and how much he still had care for him

And that's mainly what has been bothering kijun, how much love and care he held for jungkook despite him doing That evil deed 4 years ago

But after hearing the backstory of that night, he felt his blood bubble up, his anger was now directed at someone else, someone who he regretted not letting him rot in the deepest depth of hell

The real monster.

The monster who made the nightmares haunt him when he isn't even sleeping

The monster who gave him terrors that he knows they'll stay 'till the day he lays 60ft under

The monster who left him with scars; mental and physical ones. scars that'll be a reminder of the disappointment he is

And most importantly, the monster who took the last ray of hope in his life

Right.in.front.of.his.eyes

Kijun felt regret, he had done a mistake but just like many others, he will set it right

He shouldn't have-

"Jungkook-ah! Boss wants to-" Jin exclaimed as he entered the room, his sentence was abruptly cut off as he looked at the two youngesters on the ground

The tension was so thick it could be sliced by a knife

Jin's eyes were first directed at kijun, following down to his hands that were pinning down jungkook's