Nyctophilia ||BTS Gang! AU! x male! OC! || {ON HOLD}

Chapter 20 : Hope

3rd P.O.V

"What the hell..." A confused voice mutters, his eyebrows were frowning, trying to grasp what his eyes is witnessing

"More like- How the hell, boss" Another Voice States as he also stares at the scene unfolding in front of him

Both of their faces snap to the side, where a chuckle of disbelief sounded, they looked at the short male, who in return, turned his eyes away from the scene of the two sleeping cuties...well he wasn't sure how his hyung would feel about him being called cute, and to the curious eyes

"I didn't think he'd actually do it...but there he is-" he started, but wasn't able to finish as a squeal startled the men in the room

Including the sleeping cuties..

"Shut the Fuck Up!" A sound growled from the couch. To say yoongi was pissed would be an understatement

He was Livid.

"How dare they interrupt my napping time...And also-" He gazed downwards at the sleeping kijun, who was stirring out of his sleep in return because of the 4 idiots

Kijun just lifted his head, his eyes were still puffy from the crying earlier, But now his cheeks were also blushed because of the unwanted attention he was receiving

Yoongi saw the uneasiness, took one look at the 4 idiots and uttered one tiny sentence

"You guys are dead" his voice was calm and collected, but also blunt and laced with seriousness

All of them gulped, except for the leader, Yoongi wouldn't dare to address his boss like that...Would he?

Just to be sure, Namjoon grabbed the ears of the two maknaes and dragged them away, jhope following quietly, knowing that if he stays he would be the first to face yoongi's wrath
After all he was the one who squealed out loud.

Enough time passed to fade away The younger's Blush, he stumbled into the kitchen his stomach demanding food

Facing the giant fridge, his eyes fluttered shut as the cold air hit his face bringing back the events of last night, afterwards remembering his talk with Jimin

His back shudders as he remembered his hyung's words
"There's more than the eye meets, and you know That!"

Truth is, kijun always doubted the events of that night, he has been demanding answers from someone who doesn't exist anymore in his life, and even after deciding to Hate jungkook with all his might, his heart didn't let him

"Stupid heart.."

The sound of footsteps entering the kitchen brought kijun back to earth, his focus being on the turkey sandwich that he has appearantly prepared without paying attention to his actions

"Hey Tae-Hyung, would you like-" he stopped dead in his tracks, his eyes meeting dark chocolate orbs of the one and only

"Think of the devil and he shall come.."

"H-hey.. I was wondering If- Hey! Where are you going?"

"Away from you."

Kijun felt relieved, he was about to go out of the kitchen, up the stairs And into his dark room, he needed some thinking time-

"Wait!"

But apparently he wasn't going to get any.

"What jungkook? What the hell do you want more? Making sure you don't do the same mistake and actually stab me where I wouldn't survive?" Kijun had enough of this, Jimin's words flying out of his mind, letting Rage replace them

Jungkook looked taken back, his eyes flashing back and forth from hurt to guilt, He wasn't good with words on daily basis, imagine confronting someone who considered you a role model... someone who you tried to kill..

Kijun took a step back, his widening a bit as he noticed the tears that were gathering in the corner of the eyes of the male in front of him

"P-Please kijun just let me explain.. please" jungkook was absolutely shattered he can't even control his voice cracks, even his stutter was returning, which was a sign that jungkook was soon about to go to the land of the lost and return after he felt like his feelings were buried deep enough

Kijun was now on high alert as jungkook's hands start to shake, his breath going non-stable and frantic, his mind bringing him back 6 years ago, his first time witnessing jungkook's Trip

Not even realising what he was doing, he brought jungkook to a sudden embrace, his hand flying out to jungkook's hair, it was still as soft as he remembered, caressing it slowly he mutters the words his mother always sang to him, and the words he sang to his hyung everytime he had one of those attacks

"It's okay, count after me," jungkook's back tensed, his ears picking up the familiar words

"Count with me..one..." Jungkook took a deep breath, his heartbeat trying to slow down

"Two.." both of them took a deep breath

"Three..now erase the bad memories"

"Hoping for better days.." at this point, jungkook had calmed down his eyes were opened, staring at the young boy in front of him

"Because we are together" kijun felt his heart twinge at this phrase

"We are not-"

"Exactly kinjun-ah, We are together, and we'll always be, or would be, if you give me a second chance" jungkook stared into kijun's eyes, he watched the younger getting close to another heart-aching sob

"You know that I don't give second chances" He managed to choke out, his head is shaking, trying his best not to breakdown in front of him

"Just this time, I promise you I will make it up, Just please Kinjun-ah.." jungkook was desperate, he can't deny, he needs the younger's Trust, because nothing else mattered more than this moment

He watched closely as kijun's eyes closed, and his forehead was touching jungkook's, he watched as the boy in front of him took a shaky breath and opened his eyes

"Please don't make me regret this" kijun begged

Both dams were broken, tears now were uncontrollably making their way down their faces, jubgkook gave a watery smile

"Not even over my dead body" jungkook managed to let out, to say he was thrilled wouldn't be enough

He was feeling euphoric

He finally got the chance to fix his mistakes of the past

And for the first time in 4 years, jungkook felt Hope.
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