Previously on Nyctophilia
Kijun slumped down, so now his legs are in 'W' position
It was as if All the air was knocked out of his lungs.
he couldn't believe it..
"Why did you Leave me?"
Jungkook's heart tugged with pain, he felt the guilt building up, he looked away not being able to look at the heartbroken eyes of Kijun's
"I'm sorry" was all he could manage to say, again, disappointing the Young male..
"Save it! I don't want to hear it" Kijun was not having it, He was broken, he felt betrayed, how couldn't he?
"Nobody loves you Kijunie , That's why he left you, because he knew better than letting a waste of space live"
Kijun frowned upon hearing what the voice said, he wanted to protest against it, but he was left with no option but to believe What the voice is telling him...
"Kijun-ah..." He called softly
"Hmm?"
"I'm Sorry"
Kijun stopped in his tracks.
"Apology not accepted.....Yet"
3rd P.O.V
kijun was laying on his bad, gazing at the ceiling while his ears could still pick on the voices of his Hyungs, shouting at his first partner, scolding him for not doing the job properly and risking both of their lives
he sighed heavily, he did not know what to do with his new found discovery, I mean..what is there to do? should he forgive him and just move on? should he hate him till his heartbeat stops? should he consider trusting him-
"No..I'm not doing that mistake- not again"
he closed his eyes as the same unwanted memory started replay it's self behind his closed eyelids for what it seemed to be the umpteenth time today, it was tiring the young boy and he felt his eyes water as he remembers all the negative feelings ,that his once most trusted friend, caused him
he tried to hold it, but it all went to vain as his arm went to cover his eyes, feeling the salty liquid running down the sides of his face like a river
however his sniffling came to a stop as he heard a knock on the door that made him jolt upwards, he was so engrossed with his thoughts that he didn't hear Jimin knocking on the door multiple times, and was now threatening to break down the door in the name of churros
"suit yourself!.." he heard him mumble as he went to full on rampage to break down the door
"Hyung wait!-" Kijun started, but was too late, the door came crashing down and behind stood a certain member with what looks like to be a somewhat proud look on his face for breaking the door
"what the hell hyung! i was going to open the door!" kijun huffed, clearly annoyed that his personal time and space was rudely interrupted, jimin just stood there having an unknown look on his face as he stared at the sticky tears that coated kijun cheeks
Kijun groaned at the olders lack of response,he let himself crash on the bed letting out a heavy sigh that did nothing to lift the heavy weights on his chest
jimin looked at the younger with a sad look in his eyes, he knew what having people to pity him feels like, and he really didn't want to pity this young boy, but he couldn't help it, he finally understands..
jungkook once told him the story of two boys...two boys that shared a bond stronger than most blood-related brothers, they were inseparable, their friendship was sealed with a promise made long ago, long enough to make anyone believe that there is no way one can affect it
except for themselves
Kijun shook his head, "What do you want hyung? " Kijun said in a bored tone, he just wanted to be alone, why doesn't anyone in this ridiculously large mansion understand that?!
He heard sigh, making him look at the standing man, he observed Jimin as he took a few steps and plopped himself down beside kijun, remaining sit on the duvet.
"ya know...when i first came here, i was certain that i couldn't trust anyone," kijun heard him chuckle, remembering the old times, pained him, but he believes he's past them already, they no longer control him
"but there was this kid, who i later came to find that his name is jungkook.." kijun stiffened as he was listening, he still can't believe he was here..alive and breathing
"he used to tell me this story about two boys, living in two completely different worlds, but yet fate decided to bring them together, and despite their obvious differences that could be seen with the naked eye, their souls were believed to combine when they are together..." kijun's lips slightly trembled, resulting him to bite down on it. he knew this story, he was all too familiar to it
"until their souls were ripped apart four years ago," kijun had a blank look on his face, he glanced at jimin's tensed back
"one of them didn't want anything to do with the other...So what he does? stab that stupid promise and tear it to shreds! "
"kijun-"
"betraying everything they believed in!"
in seconds jimin was gripping on kijun's shoulders shaking him slightly
"You know that's not the truth! you know there's more than what the eye meets, you from all people should know that!" jimin stated, his face was in a frown, he knew a diffrent ending to this story and he wondered if the younger below him realizes that or not
"but it hurts so much hyung..." kijun barely managed out in a whisper, he felt the oh so familier searing pain in chest, he felt the hot fat tears sliding off of his face
jimin's eyes softened as he stared at the broken state of the boy Below him, he could see how much his soul is suffering. so he did the only thing he could offer
kijun felt warm soft hands wiping his tears as he heard his hyung shushing him gently, his voice is soft and as gentle as his touch was
"it's going to be alright kijun-ah.." he couldnt help but to let out a choked sob, his shoulders were shaking by the force of his sobs
"h-how...how do you know that?" jimin's heart tugged at the sight of expectation but also pain that covered the boy's features, so he smiled softly but kijun could see the sadness behind his smile,
"Don't be quick on judging, kijun. Just remember , not all things appear truly the same way you think they do " jimin said making the other look away, staring painfully at the duvet
jimin grabbed kijun's chin directing it gently back twords him, his eyebrows went up as he searched for kijun's eyes, and only after he saw a part of him hesitantly complying, he let go, satisfied with the reaction
jimin knew he can't force kijun to believe, but he wanted to at least set him in that direction, he knew the true end of the story, but he was never a person to spoil
so when he saw a bit of reluctance in kijun's eyes, he knew his job here was done, so he got up, almost cooing at the way kijun's confused eyes looked at him in a silent pleading, he wanted more affection, he needed more affection. yet his ears only picked on a breathy sound that was resulted from a chuckle
"sorry kijun-ah, i have work to finish, But! you can always ask for a snuggle from the others" jimin began, and quickly added when he saw the sad looks he was receiving, and it worked! well..a bit
when jimin reached outside the door, his mind kept thinking..."would he go to yoongi hyung?" jimin then laughed to himself as he shook his head, mumbling "no way.." below the average hearing volume, with him being oblivious to the younger's thoughts.
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