Nyctophilia ||BTS Gang! AU! x male! OC! || {ON HOLD}

Chapter 15: "This Is All My Fault!"

{y'all know what to do! music! put za music On it will help wiz za feels :3}

Kjun P.O.V

i woke up with a gasp, quickly sitting up, my hand clutching  my tank top right above my heart trying to calm it down, i was taking small gulps of air, cold sweat trickling down as i do so

"it's alright kijun-ah, it was just a bad dream...now count to three...after me..one"

"one.."

"two..

"two..."

"three...now everything will change-" 

 "for better days.."

" because we are together..."

"but we are not together anymore....and it's all my fault.."

i stared blankly at the bed sheets, my heart is all calmed down, but now it's filled with that same old emptiness, the one that was filled with pure joy, my reason to fight the difficulties in life, was now gone 

"i'm so sorry mom..." pulling my knees up and burying my head in it, seeking for comfort and warmth that only one person was able to fill, few tears were shed but nothing more

the annoying noise of that goddamned alarm was blurring in the background, bringing me back to my sense

that, and jungkook's angry knocking and calls from the other side of door

i sighed as i stood up, shaking my head as i drag my feet to the door, opening the door, i was met by a fuming jungkook, his jaw was clenched, if this was some cartoon show steam would be coming out from his nostrils 

and if it's even possible, he got more angry as soon his eyes laid on my PJs

"hmm...i think it's the Apeach PJs.."

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WEARING?!" "yeap....it's the PJs"

"What do ya mean? i think it's cute.." i said with a pout...only to get a smack to the head
"OWWW what was that for?!?" i exclaimed as i rubbed my head, trying to reduce the pain, but unfortunately, i never got the answer to my question....tsk rude

"YOU IDIOT! WHY AREN'T YOU DRESSED UP YET?!?" he lashed, his ears are beat red and he looks as if he have seen better days 

" what should i dress up for- ohhhhh....That" okay okay, i'll admit, i'm quite a forgetful person

"yeahh 'That' now dress up quickly! i expect you downstairs by 10 mins" he stated and stomped off 
"jeez jungkook, calm ya tits would ya, few minuets wouldn't change a thing.." i muttered as i began to close the door

"Hey! I heard that!" i heard him shout down the hallway, making my eyes go wide and quickly hurrying up to getting ready

Time Skip~

"Done!" i stated as i walked into the kitchen where few members were present, jin was making some bacon and fried egg, while namjoon was reading some book and drinking coffee, hoseok and Yongii were probably on work, like they usually  are, jimin is probably doing some work outs down in the basement,and taehyung....well actually don't know, taehyung was always the kind of people that are mysterious, even with his hyper demeanor he was in and out before i can even say anything (A/N: feel free to add any examples ;))

suddenly i felt something grabbing me from my elbow and dragging me off somewhere, for a moment my heart went off, haunting memories flashing, growing pure fear in my heart

but then i remembered 

"He's not here anymore...it was all a bad dream..."

I looked up to see who is dragging me, and it was no surprise that the culprit was the one and only, Jungkook

"Hey! i didn't eat Anything yet!" my complain went from one ear, and out from the other, so i just grumbled and let him drag me off to  wherever we are going.

"holy shit..." i breathed out, looking in awe at the beauty in front of me

"i know..now hop on, we already wasted so much time because of your lazy ass" and just like that, he left me there, dumbfounded and hugely offended.

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the ride to our location was filled with arguments and complains, the latter is mostly coming from jungkook

"you complain a lot, do you know that?" i huffed in annoyance, as he smacked my hand once again
"And you touch a lot of things without permission, do you know that?"he shot back as he killed the engine and pulled out the key

"well it's not my fault your car has a lot of buttons!" i argued back, but instead of yelling back at me, he just.....chuckled? huh..well that's new

"whatever kijun-ah..let's just get this over with" agreeing with him on that point, i zipped my mouth and never spoke a word after, only some few comments that sent him to his edge 

"are those our targets?.." i questioned in a hushed matter, yet still got shushed by the idiot in front of me
"yes, they are , now here is what's gonna happen, i'll go to them-" 
"yeah yeah, with your fancy bag filled with dope, and i should keep my head down and make no noise, yadyyadyyada , no need to remind jungkook"

"glad you still remembered, now let's roll-"

Few moments later~

"uhh...jungkook..i know i'm not supposed to talk..but can i ask something?"

"what is it ?" jungkook said through gritted teeth as tried to get free

"why are we in a back trunk of a van?...please tell me this is part of plan"

"i'm sorry to say, but i'm afraid that this is not how i planned things to go" jungkook said with a grunt as he kicked the trunk once again, but to no avail

"this is just a bad dream.." i kept repeating to myself, in low hushed whispers

"what was that?" 
paying him no mind, i started counting 
"one..." "kijun?"

"two..." "hey can you hear me?"

"three.." "kijun-ah!"

"Then everything will change...." "hey Answer me !"

"For better days.." "YAH!"

"Because we are together .....but you are not anymore, right..kijun-ie?"

my eyes went hard...no...no we are not

"and who's fault is it?"

"mine.." i whispered , i can see in the corner of my eyes, jungkook staring at me, and as weird as it sounds, his eyes held worrisome and fear

"w-what? " jungkook stuttered, his eyes were knit together in confusion 

i decided to answer him this time,  so i opened my mouth to utter these words with my voice a lot louder than before

"This Is All My Fault!"  

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