Strippers Boyfriend - Vkook

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"It's not the same," I say in a quiet voice hugging my knees to my chest resting my chin on them.

"But I'm the only one who actually stays with you,"

I nod slowly my bottom lip shaking "What's wrong with me?..."

"For a start, you don't appreciate what you have, and you should probably go on a diet,"

"Yeah..." I nod and tears fall down my cheeks as I do so, "You know I wouldn't lie to you right?"

"Yeah... I know," I mutter in almost a whimper, "Com 'ere," He reaches his arm out encouraging me to sit on his lap for a hug.

I move over to him my face resting agsinst his shoulder as I hug his torso

He strokes his hand through my hair as he whispers in my ear, "Forget about him,"

"I dont think I can," I say with a gentle sob, "I'm not going to help you if you don't even try,"

"I think I loved him Namjoon," I mumble.

"But he doesn't love you, he just used you for sex and left when you got too dependant,"

I sob at his words my grip tightening on him, "Com'on it's okay, you got me,"

"I know," I whimper biting my bottom lip not wanting to sound any more pathetic then I already do.

He rubs my back soothingly, "You're better off this way,"

"I don't wanna be better off. I wanna be with him," I sob.

"You don't get a choice,"

I nod squeezing my eyes closed, "You let yourself get attached to people too easily,"

"I know," I shuffle in Namjoon's lap "Imma go to my room... I think I wanna be alone..." I mumble.

"Hm okay, take your tea with you," Namjoon says switching on his tv.

I nod picking up the cup. I walk to my room placing it down, I take my phone out my pocket dialing Jimin's number.

"Helllooo Kookieee~," He coos down the phone after a few rings, "Have you talked to Tae today?"

"... No, why...? Want me to call him for you?" He says with a hum, "No... I was just wondering if he told you what happened already,"

"He said he had told you about the video. That must'a been hard for him,"

"Yeah but I'm not talking about that," I sigh remembering him finally opening up to me.

"Did something else happen Jungkook?"

"He wants to end our relationship, whatever it was,"

"Wait your joking right?"

"No, he said he shouldn't have let it go this far to begin with,"

"Oh my gosh," He mutters, "Are you ok?"

"No," I bite my lip feeling my eyes start to water again, "Am I really that hard to love?"

"No. Sweety it's not you. You are perfect" Jimin coos gently.

"Namjoon says it's cause I need to appreciate things more and go on a diet..."

"Jungkook don't you dare. You are underweight already,"

"If I went on a diet Tae might want me back. He only wanted my body to begin with,"

"That's because at first you had a strictly sex relationship. But then he got feelings for you. He told you himself you should eat more,"

"He didn't get feelings for me, he doesn't do relationships,"