Past doesn't matter (Levi x OC x Erwin) AU/modern +18

Chapter 9 - Insomnia Pt. 1

A week has gone by since you had that special moment with Levi and you still love to think back to it and remember every single minute of how it felt when he told that he wants you. It makes your emotions go crazy and your stomach feels like a thousand butterflies are flying in it. Your sick feeling about this "Hot guy has interest in you" nearly vanished and you're finally able to eat properly again. You feel better, but you're still uncertain if Levi feels the same way you do, even if he told you that he wants you. Want is still different from Love, right?

Still, on the same day when this all happened, Erwin apologized to you for his behavior. You figured that Levi must have told him about your situation and when you asked him if it's true, he agreed. You didn't blame him for it. In fact, it made things easier. You didn't have to tell the story twice and risk another mental breakdown and Erwin knows now how to deal with you properly. That doesn't stop Erwin from flirting with you. A little touch here and there, a slight stroke against your butt, the way he grabs your shoulders when he tries to explain a new routine during training...Any excuse to come in contact with you.

Levi had a close eye on you the whole time, but he allows Erwin to have his fun, although it's pretty clear that it's bothering him. Is he jealous? It's unusual to see someone being that protecting and caring over you. Deep inside, you feel a sudden warmth thinking about this. He must really feel something for you when he's acting like this, and his disapproving stare towards Erwin and other guys makes you chuckle.

Every time you look over to him, you automatically start to smile. When he senses your gaze upon him, he stares back with a dirty smirk on his lips, which cause you to blush instantly so you have to turn your face away from him but you can't avoid your eyes when they seek for Levi in his own corner of the training ground, pumping weights, kicking and hitting that punching-bag that's hanging from the ceiling. You always become excited when you watch him train. You're supposed to be as well, but you couldn't bring yourself to focus. Not when he's there, so aggressively punching and kicking that bag, making it fling only to block it once it'd return to him with such force it'd knock out a man instantly.

The evening after the training, Erwin holds you back from moving to the showers by pulling you back by your wrist. He asked you if you would like to join the friendship-squad for a visit at an indoor water park and you nodded in fierce excitement! It's been months since you've visited a water park. And now that you'd lost enough weight to show yourself without shame, it would be a great opportunity to have a closer look at Levi's and Erwin's bodies as well. Cheering on the inside about this naughty thoughts, you went to the showers.

While talking to Mikasa, you figure that you have absolutely nothing to wear for this event! "Shit! Mikasa! I have to go shopping! I have no bathing suit that would fit! I'm sorry but I have to hurry!"

She laughs in return. "Don't worry. I have a day off today since Eren is visiting his parents. If you want, I can join you on your shopping trip. I can judge the suits you picked and say if they're good or not. What do you say?"

After you step out of the shower to dry yourself hastily, you peek around the edge into Mikasa's cabin. "Really? You would to that? You're an angel! That would be great!"

"Then it's settled! Let's finish here and then let's go shopping!" Mikasa retorted as she jumps out of the shower as well.

~The next day~

Erwin and Levi picked you up very early. Too early for your taste, but the foresight of what lies ahead makes it up. Erwin's a real gentleman as he helps you to store your bag into his car. Levi just sits on the passenger seat in silence. When your bag is stored, Erwin holds the door open for you to take your seat and closes it once you get comfortable in the backseat. You're not used to so much attention and it feels so strange that you can't stop blushing but to complain about it would be stupid as well. When Erwin takes his place in the driver's seat to start the engine, the radio screams instantly.