No Boyfriend Since Birth Too

chapter46

hi!! kumusta na kayoooooo? :)
Anyways. pasensya na sa mga typos and such errors pa sa update na ito kasi sa phone ko lang siya tinype haha. nga pala, ine edit ko po itong NBSBT, may mga binabago po akong lines and medyo may dinadagdag na 'pangyayai". kung gusto niyo po i re-read niyo na lang, pero wag muna ngayon kasi sinisimulan ko palang hindi pa lahat nayos and as of now Ch1 palang ang nababago ko ng KAUNTI LANG naman. checke it if you want :D, bibigyan ko na lang kayo ng notif if ever ok na ang pag edit :). binabago ko yung iba para mas malinaw. as i've read kasi the past updates medyo hindi nag tutugma sa iniisip kong climax ng story. hahaha AND MALAIPIT NA TAYO SA FIRST CLIMAX! HOOORRRAAAAAYYYYY!!!

PS: mahaba haba po ito. i hope basahin niyo po para maintindihan niyo si Sapphire. 

PPS: i was wrong di pala book 2 ang gagawin ko. Sequel lang siguro but hindi pa final ang desisyon ko.
~pricelessfeelings~

Chapter 46

Sapphire's POV

a/n: mag kukwento lang po si Sapp kaya konti ang conversation dito. let's give the whole chapter to her arachi??

i maybe bad to everyone but i don't care. i wasted my two fckin years of my pathetic life without him

i thought by leaving him without knowing what's going on with my life will be okay. i thought wrong

if only i told him about my real condition
if only i trust him
if only
if only I said the right words
maybe we're still together 'till forever.

Before anything else. we were bestfriends. me,him and Jao. honestly i don't like Chino back then. no one does. he's so thin and snob. I like Jao and he likes me too. naging kami nung Grade7 kami. kumbaga first year high school. Then Chino got out of the picture, lagi na nyang kasama yung iba pa naming childhood friends na sila Chester. but not Kevin. I don't consider him as a friend.

my relationship with Jao is okay until he joined some stupid group or should i call it group of boys na walang ginawa kundi ang maki pag away. we're not studying at same school. Sa Hamston High sya while me sa Achen Academy where Chino is studying too.

Bata palang kami hindi na mag kasundo silang dalawa. lahat sakanila competition.

Chino is the good guy while Jao is the bad guy. Laging nagagalit ang mommy ni Jao kay Jao because he is hard headed. and his mom is sick that time so i did everything para lang umalis siya sa group na yun kasi pag nalaman nanaman yun ng mom niya she will compare him again to Chino at mag aaway nanaman silang mag pinsan. wala namang mapapala si Jao sa group na yun kundi mga sugat at sakit sa katawan at worst buhay niyA. but he didn't listen to me kahit anong pakiusap ko kaya i threatened him that i will break up with him if he will not leave that stupid group. and you know what's funny? HE BROKE UP WITH ME!

i thought pag sinabi ko yun mapapa isip sya but the heck he just said "We're done Sapphire"

iyak ako ng iyak nun kasi hindi ko naman inaasahan na ganun ang kalalabasan nun

Si Chino ang karamay ko sa mga panahon na yun.sya lagi ang iniiyakan ko pero kung iiyak man ako dun niya ako pinapaiyak sa condo niya. ayaw niya kasi akong papuntahin sa bahay nila. never pa akong naka pasok sa bahay nila.
I was so guilty sa mga panahon na siya ang nag comfort sakin. Nung iniwan kasi sila ni Ayesha ng mommy nila hindi ko siya dinamayan. kay jao kasi lagi naka tuon ang atensyon ko nun.