"i didnt mean to fall for all of you"
"just choose one."
"please give me time to think about this. you are all important to me."
"once, ive chosen one. please promise me that i wont lose any of you after."
"we promise."
SORRY FOR ALL THE TYPOS AND...
i woke up at 9 am since i have practice at 10. i groaned since im really tired because of school, but little by little i feel quite happy cause even though its a Saturday i get to hang out with the 7 guys who make me feel super duper happy and loved. i got up and took a shower after that i let my hair air dry as i do my make up. i put on concealer, powder, blush, highlight, did my brows and applied winged eyeliner. then i changed into some comfy clothes.
outfit:
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it was 9:45 and i packed my backpack and placed my charger inside it. then i grabbed my phone and headed downstairs.
i got downstairs and heard laughter and chattering.
"hey? whats going on?" i questioned. "Pao hyung is here!" gosh, Zach talks like a real korean HAHAHA "Pao hyung?" i said confused. "yeah, i meant kuya Pao!" he explained. Pao? as in Paolo's here?! i ran from the stairs to the living room and made eye contact with him. hes here, why? "Z!" he shouted and ran to me. he hugged me and lifted me up for a spin. "hi! good morning!" he greeted and i smiled. "what are you doing here?" i asked. "do you not want me here?" he asked back. "i believe i asked you first? and its not that, im just curious." i explained. "well, we came to visit since our school finished. its already our summer." he explained. "really? thats great!" i said. i missed him. did i mention? his parents were bestfriends with my parents since they were in college and he became my bestfriend eversince and even though we changed school when we turned 12 we were still inseparable. he was the saddest when we had to move here. but we face timed everyday and ive told stories about him with the boys and vice versa. he's always wanted to meet them since he said they're all i talk about.
i greeted his parents as well and his older brother. i then ate breakfast and he sat with me. we were chatting but it was hard to chat since i was rushing. then i heard the doorbell and our maid answered to it. the guys entered and walked straight to the dining table and greeted me. we all hugged and they had a confused face.
"hey guys! this is Paolo." i introduced Pao. "Pao, these guys are the ones ive been talking about." i said and pointed to the guys. although Pao knew i was friends with the guys whom ive supported since they debuted. he didnt know i was part of them now. we went to the living room and the boys blessed my parents. it something they do since it something we do often and they picked it up from us. but only do it to my parents since people get confused. "oh, these are Zerena's friends." mom points the boys. "and these are our family friends." mom pointed to Pao's family. "oh, hello! Zerena, you have such handsome friends! are any of them your boyfriends?" auntie teased, my cheeks turned red. awkward. "NO!" i shouted. "i mean, no po. i have no boyfriend as of the moment." i explained. "this is Jin, Yoongi, Hobi, Joonie, Jimin, Tae and Jungkook." i introduced them and they bowed and smiled. "Zerena is their new group member!" dad said proudly. the boys nodded and smiled. "group member?" Pao asked. "yeah! shes our maknae!" Namu answered. "what do they mean?" Pao asked again. "as in, shes a BTS member!" Tae explained proudly and hugged me. "how come you never told me?" he asked me. "to be honest, i dont know." i answered. "maybe its because i wanted to tell you in person." i added. "oh." he said blankly. "you guys better go or you'll be late!" Zekiel reminded us. "do you have school? its a Saturday?" uncle asked. "no, i have practice po." i answered. "oh yeah, Zerena has practice today." mom announced. "practice for what?" Pao asked. "for our performances." Jungkook answered. "so she wont be with us today?" Pao asked my mom and mom shook her head, no. "sorry! you shouldve told me when we talked last night." i apologized. "well, we wanted to surprise you plus you fell asleep immediately." he explained and furrowed his eyebrows. "im sorry, well we have to go now." i said and bid my goodbyes to them and so did the boys. i could see Pao look sad and it pained me but i have practice that i cant and dont want to miss. so i left.
we were all walking to practice since we decided to walk going there today and they were all talking about something and i was just lost in my own thoughts. "Z!" they called my attention. "hm?" i replied. "you look sad. are you okay?" Yoongi asked. "im fine." i lied. "no you are not." Hobi contrasts. "you should have just stayed there with your other friends." Namu said. "that would make me miss practice. plus, i wouldnt be able to hang out with you guys." i said in reply. "does that mean you put us first rather than them?" Jin asked. "well, i dont know. maybe?" i answered. "our little maknae didnt want a day without us, how sweet!" Tae teased. i dont know why i chose to attend practice and be with the guys rather than hangout with my all time bestfriend. i bet it hurt him. i shouldve just stayed with them but something made me want to go with the boys instead. ugh!
we reached the building and we started with a warm up and then we practiced all day. after that we ate somewhere and they brought me home.
once i arrived i went to my room and took a shower and changed into my pajamas. i noticed there were stuff on the corner of my room and then i was confused. later on Pao entered and explained that he was staying in my room or the 2 weeks they were staying here. we both got into my bed and i soon fell asleep.
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