There's a hang late at night
But then mom finds you hanging from the ceiling at 7 am when she wakes up for her pills
Heart broken at the dawn of light
Screaming loud as her tear ducts fill
Seeing her baby so lifeless would tear her...
but at least she wouldn't have to pay my bills
Maybe bleed out in the bathtub
She knocks on the door but the bubbles already filled with blood
Swirling around and getting thicker by the second and it's quickly filling up
So she knocks the door down and sees her baby dead thinking she was just freshening up
Wondering if she could have done something more to avoid the now fluid filled bathtub
I could kill myself with a gun
She would hear the sound of the blast
Or I could make it look like a hit and run
But then all she would think about is the past
And what she could've done before this begun
But it isn't her fault that I feel this way
When she gives me all the love I would need for forever I would say
Maybe I'll wait till she goes first
But living without her would be a curse
Because she's the only one that's truly there
Mom I won't leave you I swear
