I can't go home
Not after school or work or a long day or a rough night
Not to cry or laugh or be comforted
Because you're my home
And you're miles away.
Neither having a choice but to stay and waste these days away
Even when I'm home I get homesick
Cause in a few hours I'll have to leave again
Or my depression will come back and remind me that I'm not good enough to even be your friend.
So I'm sorry when I'm sad or when I let it get to me
I'm sorry sometimes I can't smile and laugh and think with positivity,
And I'm sorry I apologize so often.
But just cause I'm home, or will get there one day... doesn't mean I forget about not having one for such a long time... for finding it then get ripped away.
