The Missing And The Found

#8

(outfits for the girls above.)

(skip the rest of eating and on m way home) 

Jake had pulled into the drive way of my house and i looked at him and i asked him quietly.

¨what did you say to Kyle?¨

he looked at me confused and it was silent for  a minute we sat there in silence 

¨you dont have to tell me but thank you¨

 he took a breath and i went to open the door and thats when he spoke up and said 

¨attempted rape is still a felony throwing fries makes you an even bigger dickhead its a wonder you haven't played all season your own father knows your a dickhead to.¨

i looked at him confused  

¨thats what i said to Kyle and thats why he walked out"and no need to say thanks shy its my job to protect you because i love you.¨ 

i smiled and i kissed him leaning over the center console of the car 

¨i love you too jake, ill call you later¨

he smiled at me showing off his dimples 

¨yea okay later shy¨

i walked in the house only to hear my little brother yelling at mom from the stairs i yelled im home and only got an okay from my dad i walked to the kitchen to see my mother rubbing her temples like she had a headache i decided that it was time to shoot my mouth off 

¨dont you hear your son yelling for you¨ she looked up at me and smiled 

¨when did you get home and yes i do i needed a minute to collect myself ive had a long day and i have a headache im trying to get rid of it¨ 

i mumbled under my breath 

¨the one time you wanna step up and be a mother to your son and now you have a headache¨ 

but she heard it 

¨Excuse me young lady? ill have you know that i work my butt off to take care of you kids and to keep food in your mouth while your busy running around with your friends¨ she looked at me with a look of disappointment.

¨no me and dad are home taking care of your kid because you are never home to raise him can you even tell me how old he is or how many birthdays you have missed i mean for real mom open your eyes for once and pay attention would you, you did this to me you were never there i refuse to sit back and let you do it to him.¨

she looked shocked and thats when she started to tear up and she stood up and walked out of the kitchen and my father looked at me and said 

¨pal i know it was true but you could have left the bandage in water for a little bit long before ripping it off like you did i know it was hard to grow up like you did not have a mother because she was always at work and when your sister passed she thrown her self into work even more than normal but that was a bit much dont you think?¨ 

i sighed i hated to admit it but he was right 

¨yea i guess so but um can i go out with ari and them tomorrow and stay there for a few days her parents are out of town again?¨

his reply made me regret asking now 

¨you can when you go talk to your mother¨ 

i walked out of the kitchen and up to my parents room i knocked on the door and she refused to answer it so i walked in and she was sitting on her bed looking at baby picture of me and skylar i felt tears come to my eyes then i blinked them away 

¨im sorry okay im sorry i yelled like that but it is the truth after losing sky i lost you to and i did not want to see you  do that to Jackson hes just a little boy and he needs his mommy¨

she looked at me and nodded her head 

¨yea im sorry too you were only 7 you needed me too and i wasn't there for you either of you like i should be you were right to say what you said its mt turn to wake up and to take care of my children. i love you Shiloh i hope you know that.¨

¨mom i know that you love me and i love you it just sucks because sometimes it feels like you dont love me or Jackson.¨ 

i sighed and walked out of the room and down the stairs to my father who was down by the vent in the kitchen this house has ears  you can here everything from the vents in this house thats how i would find a way around things and i told dad about my secret and i looked at him 

¨Can I?¨ 

¨Can you what?¨

¨Not funny may I please go stay with Ari?¨

¨I suppose¨ 

I smiled and said thanks then I went to my room to take a shower I connected my phone to my shower speaker and listened to escape the fates song broken heart I sang along with the music 

after washing my hair shaving and washing my body and brushing my teeth i got out of the shower yes i know who brushes their teeth in the shower it takes less time in the bathroom i walked out of my bathroom my hair in a towel and i put on my superman pajamas i only war them for an hour or two so there still clean i set at my desk doing my night routine the putting on AHS after i washed my face i put my phone on the charge and walked out down the hall to my parents room i was about to knock on the door when i heard my mom say.

¨i dont know why your so hard headed about this Skylar is not dead shes very much alive and we should tell Shiloh it kills her to think about Skylar because thats not only her sister its her best friend¨

¨Are you crazy that would only destroy her she would fall to pieces and i would be the one to pick her up again because her mother wont be there for her when shes a mess so please  just let it go before one of them here  you its better off them thinking shes dead¨

i was about to turn and run to my room when the door came open and my mom was standing there looking at me with a pale white face. 

¨how long have you been standing there?¨ 

my mother quickly questioned 

¨i just got here and i was about to knock to tell you goodnight,you okay tho mom you look like you have seen a ghost¨

¨yea im alright sweetie just not feeling well okay well good night.¨

¨night pal¨my dad yelled 

your probably wondering why i didn't say anything well because i wanted to give her the chance to tell me before i went looking for answers myself.

¨night guys¨ 

i  yelled and walked back into my room.