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A- I hate you! !

K- Didn't I tell you to stop it, I told you to just let go, but it's you. You just don't listen!

A- It's not that easy*her voice cracks , tears streaming down her face*
I want to, I want to soo sooo bad, you have no idea. But I just can't.  That's what's killing me. I just let myself be a fool over and over and over again. Why , why does it hurt so much.

K-Same way it hurt me, same way it still hurts me. Anne don't cry, stop it. Don't you get it . This is useless. All of it is.

A-It's just that when we met , it all came back to me you know, and it felt, it felt like nothing and everything.  He actually texted me over the weekend, actually did. So right now I'm still sending messages without replies like the typical fool I am. What the hell is this!!

K- I don't know what to say, you're literally in the  same building right now, he's just a floor above, tell him this.

A- Just to look stupid again,  I know I blew it okay,  I get that. But this self inflicted suffering is driving me insane.  *starts to pull at hair*

K- *looks away painfully* Why is it that you usually feel nothing,  as in absolutely nothing but when you feel you have no  limits, you drown in emotions, you let yourself just go . Hell you would do anything without hesitating even to think for a second Anne! Stop it just stop it all.

A- *wipes away tears* What if I can't?

K- You have to try to try this time *smiles weakly*

A- You're right, but that means you have to go for good.

K- I gladly will, if it means you'll have your sanity.  You should never allow yourself , to love someone that much ever again.

A- Easy cause I'll never love again

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 14, 2018 ⏰

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