IN YOUR CONTROL [ JJK ]

End Of Season 2

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It was already morning and you were nervous as heck. Your mind and heart kept saying not to leave but you think it's time to.

You don't really wanna regret making the decision so you are trying not to even think of staying here.

Right now you were sitting at your couch. Hanbin was packing his things in the other room while Haeun is playing with her toys.

You sighed as a thought came into your mind but you shrugged it off.
"He's not even here.."
You whispered.

Three hours left until the departure of your plane and an hour left to reach the airport. Many thoughts came running into your mind but to keep yourself busy and not wanna have these thoughts, you stood up and start to check all the packed things.

Hanbin was noticing your behaviour and he sighed.
"She thinks she can handle herself. Even i know her better than she knows herself."

Once Hanbin finished his packing, he picked up his phone and dialed a number.
"We are leaving, see you soon."

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The sunlight was coming in through the large windows. Your hands were shaking and a thought kept running into your mind.

"I'll not regret it."

You sighed as you checked the time. Right now you just wanted the time to pass quickly. You can't face anyone right now.

You see Hanbin coming towards you with tickets in his hands. He fakely smiled as he reached you,
"We three got the seats beside each other. It took me alot of time to convince them."

You smiled as you took yours and Haeun's ticket in your hand. Haeun was sleeping beside you with her head on your lap and body curled.

You sighed and closed your eyes, praying again and again for time to pass.

Without you knowing, suddenly the announcer started speaking.
"Departure number 264, Flight to norway. Please wait 5 minutes and then you can head to the departure section for handling over your suitcases. Thank you."

You started to quiver. Is this it? Is this the end for you? Are you never gonna meet him again?

Hanbin took Haeun in his arms and took one of his suitcase.
"Let's walk there slowly."

You look at Hanbin and Hanbin could see the forming tears in your eyes.

But as stupid you are. You stood up and smiled. You took one of your suitcase and start heading for the departure area.

Your eyes were on the floor, because you knew you were soon going to cry. Suddenly, Hanbin turned towards you.
"Are you sure?"

You held up your head, and he met your teary eyes. Your tears were now falling down and you couldn't take control of yourself.

"Y/N, there's still time. Tell me already, you love him or not?"
Hanbin asked once again.

You didn't speak and kept crying. You kept crying for good two minutes that you finally gave up.

You finally gave up as the memories with him started to appear.

How can you give up one a person who loves you alot? How can you leave him like this? How can you leave him when you love him alot? How?