5 Seconds Of Summer (5SOS) Imagines & One Shots

Still Hurts (Michael Clifford)

Michael's POV:

I look over at Luke and his girlfriend. They are holding hands, laughing, cuddling. Doing all the things couple do. I turn my head away, I can't stand to watch them. Yes, I'm jealous of their happiness because I stupidly lost the source of mine.

I glance around the mall, its crowded and I see a few girls pointing at me. Oh shit, they've recognised us. I tell the others as the girls approach.

"Oh my God, you're Michael right? My friend knows Y/N. Apparently she hasn't been out of her house for like 3 weeks. How pathetic! Can I have a picture?" The girl grins and flicks her hair over her shoulder. What is it with girls doing that?! I want to punch her in the face but instead I grit my teeth and smile for a photo, not commenting on what she said about Y/N.

I look over the girls' heads, not anywhere particular and I see her. My heart stops in my chest and I want to run over to her, hold her in my arms and never let her go. Of course, that's the mistake I made, I let her go. I never want to make that mistake again but how can I convince her that I won't, more importantly how can I convince myself?

Calum sees her too, he turns and grips my arm. I expect him to stop me and tell me to leave her alone but instead he says:

"Go make it right, man."

I approach her with apprehension, I'm not sure how she'll react. Only when I get closer to I realise how awful she looks. Her normally rosy cheeks are sunken in, exposing her cheekbones ad her clothes hang limply off her body. I immediatly feel guilty for letting her get this way. It is my fault anyway.

"Y/N?" She looks up and her eyes become brighter when they see me but then they darken as she recalls what I did.

"Go away Michael." She turns around and I instinctively reach for her wrist. I can feel the bone protruding through her skin and she jerks away from my touch.

"Please, look I can't apologise enough for my stupid mistakes but I would really like to give us a chance again?" She hesitates and I watch her back, not pushing her into anything. She doesn't turn to face me.

"It still hurts Michael and I don't know if you'll take away the pain or make it worse, I don't think I could take it if you ruined me again. I'm sorry." She looks up at me and her eyes fill with tears, her mascara begins to run down her face in streaks. I want to reach out to her and brush away her tears, it takes everything I have not to.

I gape as she walks away. I don't know what I expected but I feel like she might have wanted to try again, but I've broken her. My heart shatters into a million pieces and all them are like magnets, pulling me towards her. My chest aches and I have to fight every cell in my body as they scream at me to run after her. But she had been the one to end us, I'd tried to fix it but she didn't want me back. So I do the only thing I can. I walk away, walk out of her life and try to move on.

Sorry this one's a bit crappy.... The sentimental ones get really deep and its kinda weird, I don't know if I like them... :P Anyway, vote up and comment if you liked it. They'll be a few more but these a slowly getting to an end :( I'm taking requests if anyone wants one :)) Also if you guys could check out my fanfic 'Over The Rainbow' that would be great, it only takes a millisecond <3