today was probably the best day i've had in a while. i made a friend, and it was bree.
i saw her at lunch sitting alone, so i sat with her and we talked the whole time. i told her about me, and what i wanted to do. i told her about how i want to be a doctor, and and i told her just random things about me. i didn't mention my family though. it's just too much..
bree told me about her mom, and how her dad died. i felt so happy that she felt comfortable enough to talk to me about that. i related to her so much, but i was just too scared to tell her that.
every time she smiled, she got these adorable dimples, and small wrinkles surrounding her eyes. she looked like she got lost in her words, causing her to travel to a different place. i admired her. she was the most beautiful girl i've ever seen.
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bree and i became close friends. we hangout almost everyday, and text 24/7. i go to her house every time we see each other, then we typically go out somewhere.
the first time meeting her mom, i was scared not gonna lie. i thought she would be intimidating and scary, but she's not. her mom is so great!
it's the end of january now, and it's almost bree's birthday.
she told me all about her ex boyfriend. daniel, i think his name is. her story completely broke my heart. the way he treated her was foreign to me. i just couldn't understand it.
it's probably very obvious the way i feel about bree at this point. one time at her house, her mom asked me if i liked her. i said "no" it a verrry shy way. my face flushed with redness, and my eyes shot open.
so i'm pretty sure her mom knows now.. yikes.
it's true. i'm in love with bree. ugh, it's so embarrassing though! she probably doesn't even feel the same. no, she definitely doesn't feel the same. why would someone as amazing as her like someone as dumb as me? it's pointless.
i had planned to ask her out.. on her birthday. i just don't know what to do! god i'm terrified.. what if she says no? she probably will. she doesn't even like me.
but what if she says yes?
