i've never really been in love before. i've only had like 2 girlfriends, but i was in maybe 7th grade. i usually just stick to myself. plus, girls aren't typically attracted to me.
but bree is different. she gives me these feelings that i can't really describe. she makes my heart race, and she's constantly making me smile. i just know that my dad would love her too, and thats all i need to know. that gives me all the confidence i need.
i'm ready.
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we got to the restaurant, and the second i opened the door- it hit me.
i'm actually doing this.
i was excited, and nervous, just so many different emotions.
i felt the center of my palms sweat, and my heart race faster and faster by the second. every step.
we just sat there, talking and eating. then all of the sudden the words fell out of my mouth.
i don't even remember what i said. all i remember is her saying "i would love too", and that was the only important thing.
bree's my girlfriend.
bree, is my girlfriend.
bree is my girlfriend.
i kept repeating that in my head. emphasizing a different word every time. it didn't feel real. i was overthrown with happiness.
we enjoyed the rest of our night, doing what we always do..
god i am so in love with this girl.
