People always ask me what I want out of
life like it's a simple question with a
simple answer. It isn't. Or at least it
doesn't feel like it is.
Because I just want too many things that
contradict each other. I want so much
that my real answer would overwhelm
them.
I guess that I just want so badly to be
happy. I want to smile to myself. I want
to smile at myself. I want to be
somebody that is worth loving. I want to
love myself.
I want to be a person who is calm. I don't
want to over-react to the irrelevant
nuisances in life, and I never want to let
them distract me. I want to be motivated
and ambitious and accomplished.
I want to be honest. But not in the way
that's mean or brutal or harsh. I just
want to be genuine and real. But I also
always want to be understanding and
compassionate, and I never want to be
judgmental.
I want to always remember to appreciate
who and what I have. I want to live in the
moment. I want to remember the past
but I don't want to dwell on it either. I
want to look to the future but not too
much so that I forget to soak up every
moment and every beautiful blessing I
have around me.
I don't want to have a jealous or bitter bone
in my entire body. I never want to
compare myself to others and I always
want to be genuinely happy for
everyone around me. I want to love
everyone as much as I can, and for as
long as I can. I want to do it without
fear, and I never want to question it.
I want to be the person who is always
laughing. I want to be the person with
the laugh that makes you laugh. I want
laughter to keep me alive.
I want to be the friend that people consider
the "good friend." I want to be the person
that people run to when they have
nowhere else to go and I want to help
them. I want to be the person that they
can count on when they feel like they
can't count on anyone else.
I want to stand for something. I want to
inspire people. I want to lift up and
support every single person that I have
around me. I want to be better and then
I want to make the people around me
better, and then together, I want us to
make the world better.
I want to be appreciated and never taken
for granted. I want what I give, given
back to me in return.
I want to not care about what I
get in return, and only be a
good person because that is
what I'm supposed to be,
because I like to be, because that
is who I am.
I don't want to be the person who just
wants all these things. I want to work for
them. But on some level, I also just want
them to come naturally. Because I want
to be naturally good. I want it to be my
instinct. I want it to be just be me.
I need it to be me because I
don't just want to love myself. I
want to like myself. I want to
enjoy myself.
I want to crave alone time and the
presence of only myself. I don't want to
have to have the TV on in the
background or music playing through
my earbuds to distract me. I want to be
happy in the silence. I want to revel in
it.
Because I want to be truly and entirely
at peace.
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