My heart has always belonged to you: A Monday Couple fanfic

Chapter 16: Omo!

Finally updated chapter 16 :) Sorry for the long wait.

I also added a video of Gary's interview about his album Mr. Gae. After seeing that video, now I see more differently and now admire him even more. If you want to watch it, just go back to Chapter 15 and slide the RM doodle pic on top to the left. :)

Okay you can now start reading my new chapter.

Enjoy!!

Song Ji Hyo's POV

Why is life so complicated?

Why do problems constantly arise between relationships?

Why do I still need to feel pain when I'm this happy?

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No.. Please.. Stop!.. Let me go!!

I woke up from my own voice. I was now sitting up on my bed, my breathing was uneven and I was sweating like crazy.

"Aishh, I had another nightmare." I told to myself as I touched my head with my hand.

Once I felt that I could move, I pulled myself out from the bed covers and dragged myself to the bathroom.

My heart was still racing from the shock and my body was still in heat.

I frowned at myself as I saw my face on the mirror. The dark circles around my eyes were now getting much more visible these days.

I moved my eyes away from my reflection and started to wash up.

My body felt heavy. It seemed like I hadn't had any sleep last night.

I went out from the bathroom wiping my face with a towel and sat down on the edge of my bed.

What's wrong with me these days? I've been having bad dreams lately. Today was my third time having to reminisce that horrible incident with Chang Ju oppa in my dream though that happened two weeks ago.

I still felt the same scare, the pain from his grip, the fierce look on his eyes and the strong force he used to push me against the wall.

I shivered from the memory again. After what Chang Ju oppa did to me, I was so stressed out with all the rumors and drama shootings that I couldn't get any sleep. Maybe that's the reason that I'm having it now instead.

I wrapped my arms around myself. "It's okay Ji hyo, that was just a dream. It won't happen again, it won't happen again." I assured myself.

I breathed in and breathed out slowly as I tried to calm myself but it didn't help much.

I told to my manager about my dreams but I didn't say anything to Gary that I was having such nightmares to keep him from worrying about me.

Suddenly, a wave of guilt washed through me. I remembered about Gary and my heart started to sink.

I still really felt guilty for not telling Gary when I was meeting Chang Ju oppa. Neither did I said anything to him after what he did to me. I guess the nightmares were also sort of a punishment for me for doing so.

I asked him to let the incident go but I never asked him how he really felt. Of course I knew that he was mad but still I felt that I needed to know more. He even didn't bring up that topic even once after I pleaded to him to let it slide.

"Aishh! Why did Chang Ju oppa kiss me? What was he thinking?!" I bit my lower lip from the frustration and stared at the floor intently like it was going break apart.

"Maybe he wasn't thinking straight. Maybe he was drunk?"

I thought again. "No, of course not we drank coffee together. He wants to get back together? Why? He was the one who let me go, he was the one who said that we weren't working out. Why was he saying all those things all of a sudden? Aishh, oppa I want to understand you but I just can't."