My heart has always belonged to you: A Monday Couple fanfic

Chapter 25: Fallen far too deep

Kang Gary's POV

Feelings are meant to be controlled. But there are just times when it over powers you, making you without choice to just let them all go. 'Cause we are just humans after all...

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"Hahahaha.. Yah! Where you going? Wait for me!"

I rubbed my eyes groggily as I was awakened by someone talking loudly outside.

I started to yawn. I must have fallen asleep. I stretched my arms until it hit the ceiling of the car. My back and shoulders ached because of the position I was in as I slept. I scratched my head and with one eye closed, reached for my phone to check what time it was. I pressed the button on my iphone but it didn't light up. It just stayed dark and still.

"Aishh, I knew I should have fully charged my phone this morning." I placed my phone into my pocket and glanced at the clock inside my car. It said, "10:07". Wait, what?! It's already ten?! In an instant, I jumped on my seat but my sudden swift movement gave me a headache.

I started to rub the sides of my head with my thumbs. "Ji hyo must be looking for me like crazy." My hand swiftly went towards the car keys, but then I froze before being able to turn it.

I suddenly remembered the reason of me being here. Ji hyo.... Seo Jin..... radish game...

"Aishhhh!!" I exclaimed loudly slumping back to my seat.

We've talked about this.. Yes we did.. A lot of times.. Ji hyo is an actress and an entertainer.. Things like this can't be helped. But.. but..."Hhaaaaa..." I just ended up giving out a big sigh. I closed my eyes shut and after about five seconds, opened them and stared right through the wind shield.

The river is beautiful tonight. The water reflects the bright buildings of the city but still stays calm even if the night is busy and full. I drove to this place, a place where I can be alone. A place where I haven't told anyone, even Ji hyo; well not yet. I wanted to drive all the way up to our view but I was already tired from shooting and the Hangang River was the closest I could go to.

I rolled down my window and let the cold wind touch my face as I closed my again eyes. Ahhhh.. this feels good. I breathed in and then out slowly. Ching, ching, ching.. I suddenly heard a bicycle bell ringing. I searched for where the sound came from and then saw a couple riding their bikes chasing each other around. I smiled seeing them being so happy.

I sometimes come here with my bike whenever I have the time. I like watching people enjoying and relaxing; spending their leisure time with family and friends. It would be really nice if Ji hyo and I could do that too. I then suddenly started to miss her. My sunshine...

With that, I immediately turned on the engine and drove towards Ji hyo's apartment.

When I reached her place, I got off my car and looked up to see if her room was still lit up. Unfortunately, her place was dark. She probably has slept already, it's quarter to eleven. Though I wanted to know if she was home, I couldn't call her because of my dead cell.

"What if I go to........ Nevermind, don't want to disturb him and his family..."

 I decided to call it a night and made my way home.

I sat on my work desk and lifted up some papers I needed to read and sign. After I was done with them, I went to my phone that was charging on the desk beside my bed. I turned it on and saw all the messages and calls made by Ji hyo and a few from Haha and even from Gil.

After I read all their messages, I decided to send a message to Ji hyo. "Baby, I'm sorry if I made you worried. I'm fine. Rest well and we'll talk tomorrow. Good night. I love you." I pressed send and waited for her to hopefully reply but she didn't.