PART 16: MY PAIN

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I woke up, starled from a dream
A dream wherein, the demon is me
Chasing, slamming and holding my neck
Screaming that I should have died

I am weak
My face is ugly and wrecked
My skin no longer white, but full with scars
My hips, my stomach is now full of marks

I'm useless
Always falling and stumbling
The girl who is numb and dumb
Always a sore sight

I always cry
Admitting that I am who they want me to be
Admitting that I'm powerless and voiceless
And that my opinion is always worthless

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AaaaaaaaaAaaAand that's a wrap for today y'all! I didn't end it as positively as I wanted but then I just thought that not everything can end beautifully and that there are things that needed to end 'ugly' or a bit negatively. I hope you still appreciated it though! Tell me your thoughts or tell me what topic should I write next anayways HAPPY READING!

~Martel_Christel 2018
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