Sweet Love | BTS Jin Fanfic Imagine

Part 32: Tears

[[YOUR P.O.V.]]

I was in the park Jin and I come to on Monday's and Fridays. But in a week, that won't be able to happen ever again. Jin's decision is final. I can't change that. I sat on the small hill Jin asked me out on. I sat there and cried. I had already begged Taehyung to let me go to America with Jin but he wouldn't let that happen. Tae was crying as well as me, but he didn't want to lose me. And I didn't want to disobey my older brother since he knows what's best for me. We can't have a long distance relationship either, his mother will make him delete all his phone numbers, except the guys since they were basically family to her and Jin, so I would have basically no way of contacting him. I love Jin. I don't want to lose Jin. But I have too. I look up at the sky with tears still flowing down my cheeks.

"I knew you'd be here," A voice behind me said.

I turned around and there was Yoongi.

"How did you find me?" I ask Yoongi.

"Hoseok," He says as he sat next to me.

"Oh," I say.

There was a long silence between us.

"I know what it is like losing someone you love," Yoongi said.

"You do?" I ask.

"I lost her recently actually," He said.

I choked on my tears.

"She wasn't mine to begin with. And I don't think she'll ever will," He said as tears started welting in his eyes. "Thankfully, I still see her,"

He started to cry. I cried even more seeing him cry.

"I cried myself to sleep that night I found out," He cried.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through that," I said crying.

"Don't feel sorry. Please. Do you want to know who it is..?" He said trying to sound more cheerful.

My tears stopped me from replying.

He looked at me, put on his happiest face while tears where flowing down his cheeks.

"It's you," He said.

I cry even more as I put my head in my knees.

"I-I'm so sorry," I cried.

"Please don't, it'll make me even more miserable," He cried.

"All I've done in this life is make people sad," I cried. "Why should I even live?"

"DON'T SAY THAT!" Yoongi shouted in tears.

I cry even more.

"You make me happy. I guarantee you make Jin happy. I guarantee everyone is happy when they are around you." Yoongi cried.

"I-I'm sorry... For every time I made you sad..." I apologised.