It's Complicated

Two

Well, my day went pretty normal. I, was the anonymous in the group since I don't like to get too open with people. Plus, I have no charm or whatsoever. Pretty plain for a group that always gets the attention every single day. If you are wandering, who gets the most attention in our group, it is Jackson.

Jackson Wang.

The school heartthrob as what those novels like to label them. He was so perfect in so many level. He is handsome. Too handsome to be exact. He is a sportsman. Whenever he goes out to play at the field – no matter what sports – he will excel in it every single time and there will be a lot of girls circling him 24/7. Academics? Lets not even go there. He is always first in the entire school. Always, and number two? Try take a guess? Jinyoung. Number three you asked? Im Jaebeom. These childhood friends of mine is beyond perfect that's why I look like a potato in the middle. Mark, Yugyeom and Bambam were not that much good in grades but they have their personality people look forward to.

"Youngjae!"

Woah speak of the devil. It's Jackson. I turned around giving him the brightest smile. He smiled back at me and slowly walk towards me. I was looking at him the whole time so I wasn't aware that he suddenly kissed my cheeks in front of the whole school.

"you look so bright today always!" Jackson brighten.

"I told you to not kiss me anymore! Im 15!" I wiped off his kiss residue off my cheeks. He's been kissing me since the first day we met and at first I never aware of it but as time goes by I learn that men kissing will only make people uncomfortable but this bitch never really care. Ever.

"aww why so grumpy? It's a sign that I love you"

"but not here in front of EVERYONE"

Jackson chuckles and ruffles my hair, also fixing it a bit. "this boring hairstyle of yours need to go"

"I'm fine with them. Stop telling me to get an undercut" I pushed Jackson's hand away and he just chuckles. I probably looks cute in his eyes.

"you always look cute in my eyes"

Welp, told yah.

"let's go home?" he asked and I nodded.

...

"so, Jaebeom asked us to go the café we usually go" Jackson said.

I was on my phone so I wasn't aware of the question so I asked again. He then repeats the question. I lower down my phone and looked at him.

"I don't want to go" I rolled my eyes.

"why?"

"just because"

"just because of what?"

"just because"

Jackson sighed. "you are impossible" Jackson then looked in front and suddenly waved his hand.

"Mark! Jinyoung!" he called. I shoot up my head and look at both of them. I brighten up because that's my gay baes.

"hey, sseunie. Youngjae." Jinyoung waved. I waved back. Jackson looked at me confused. "why were you suddenly so bubbly? You were so cold towards me just now"

"I - I wasn't."

"yes, you are!"

"what are you guys blabbering about?" Mark asked.

"he was all grumpy before both of you came here"

"wow, our sunshine being grumpy?" Jinyoung nudged. I wasn't being grumpy – maybe a little bit part of mine is – but wasn't intentionally. I just don't wanna go to the damn café. That's all. But, I am going to sound like a dick if I didn't go just because I was hurt by what Jaebeom said not knowing my feelings towards him, ya know?

"so, Youngjae do you wanna come?" Jinyoung asked. I can read his eyes. Yes, come to THE café. He was looking at me asking for approval. I can already read his mind.

'let's just go, huh?'

'no.'

'why?'

'I'm scared'

'why? Jaebeom?'

'duh'

'why? He does know your feelings'

'that's... that's why'

Jinyoung let a big sigh. "so, where do you wanna hang out then?" he asked, crossing his hands while looking at me with his judgy eyes.

"home."

"I guess?"